I think I love you but I don't want you
I get attached too easily with words I wish to hear
But I'd rather stay lonely than ruin the mood
I'll worship you in my own way without you knowing
I've been like this since the day I saw you as a man
Yet what does the idea of you amount to?
In my head you are worth the time and effort to adore
So how come we're still going on a road that leads to nowhere?
Misery overloads my brain when you're near
I can't think of anything or anyone else but you
You overwhelm me completely with your presence
But I would never have the courage to tell you anything
I would die if I risk it all for something clouded in uncertainty
I'm scared of rejection and I'm scared of the 'me' with you
These days I don't think that I want you in my mind
It makes me cry that I think that I miss you
We haven't talked for a long time this week but I think it's fine
It's better even, I can't remember how long it's been going on
I'm sorry I like you, but I'm not really sure
Maybe I do hold a candle for you
I think so
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Love Untold
PoetryA collection of stuff I wrote about love and other things. Happy reading!! much love, Amarynthe L.