September 4th, 2022
7:12pm
ranboo <3
just want to check up on you
everything okay, jaden?
jaden!
not really
i dont know how to feel
Oh my god, it felt like he had just caught a rare creature on camera. This felt like an opportunity he wasn't willing to pass up.
ranboo <3
thats totally okay!!
do you want to talk about it?
jaden!
i feel like you're talking to me like im a ticking time bomb and i dont like it
ranboo <3
this is in fact just how i talk
i am sorry
jaden!
y eah i should know that by now i'm sorry i'm just
im stressed!!!!
will you be angry at me if i tell you about stuff that i dont think you'll like
ranboo <3
of course not
i'm always here jaden you know that
jaden!
linden told me to tell you to fuck off
i didnt do that exactly but i might as well have bycfucking ignoring you for days
he came back to my flat a few hours after you left and we talked and it ended with me telling him to leave and then him somehow turning it into me begging him NOT to leave god o ficking hate hom i hate him sp much ranboo i hate him
how does he do that
how does he make me hate him and then need him and then somehow im isolating myself because he told me to but then he leaves me too so im just completely alone
hes fucking infuriating and i hate him and its really not fair
because i
i honestly really like being around you ranboo
and
its not fair that i constantly have to go back and forth with this fucking
i dont even know
hes just such a fucking bitch and im tired of entertaining him
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Not Him
FanfictionI was given the book "Not Him" by Rottingrivers which is one of my friends, so I'm working to finish it. There will most likely not be a upload schedule but i'll try to keep it kinda consistent! (Hopefully at least 1-3 chapters every week) This bo...
