𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙗𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙛𝙞𝙩𝙨 ♡ |VINNIE HACKER|

chapter six

•9:45AM•

I awoke from my slumber as the sun shined through the curtains. My head was throbbing and it felt like I had a lump in my throat.

I wiped my eyes and pushed myself up from the bed. I sat up and looked around, my vision still a little blurred.

This wasn't my room. This wasn't my bed.

My eyes fell upon a sleeping Vinnie laying next to me. I shook my head and squeezed my eyes shut.

Oh yeah. Right.

I scurried up and threw my shirt back on, then I sat on the floor to collect my thoughts.

I put my hands over my eyes. The memories flooded back in, the talk, the hug, the walk, and then the messing about.

At first I was just embarrassed, a little shy, but as the minutes went by the gravity of this event hit me more and more.

Was this just casual sex? Or does he want something more? I only met him a few days ago.

Not to mention that if this situation, this relation between me and Vinnie were to get out to the public, we would be mauled, torn apart and eaten alive by them. Especially by his fans.

My chain of panic was interrupted by Vinnie, who was turning under the sheets and stretching his arms. He groaned struggling to sit himself up.

His barely open eyes scanned the room until they noticed me sitting on the floor.

"...good morning." I said, looking away from him.

Without saying anything he got up from the bed and headed for the bathroom, stumbling a little on his way there.

How is he so calm and unbothered by this? And why the fuck is he ignoring my presence?

He turns the faucet on.

What even is this between us now?

He's brushing his teeth.

What if someone heard us yesterday? Neither of us were exactly quiet.

He turns the faucet off.

He returns to the room refreshed, his phone now in his hand.

Seriously?

"Vinnie."

"Hm?" he doesn't even look up.

"Vinnie, what happened yesterday ca-"

"Was I too rough on you?" he said, finally looking down at me.
"You should get used to it." he chuckled.

"No Vinnie- Whatever happened last night. It can't happen again. We shouldn't."

He looked at me a little puzzled.

"How are you not getting this?" I spoke up after a moment.

"What are you talking about?"

"You can't tell anyone that this happened. Ever." I pushed myself off the floor.
"This was the first and last time." I added standing in front of him, barely able to look him in the eyes.

I turned to exit his room and I could hear him struggle to find his words but by the time he was gonna say something I had already left the room.

I sneaked back to my own, careful to not be seen by anyone. After entering my room I walked in circles for a while.

"Get used to it"? Seriously? Does he think I'm his sex buddy now? Does he just want to have fun with me? Toy around?

My heart beat so fast yesterday, his touch felt so electric, I felt so alive but it seems he doesn't feel the same at all.