Lost Soul

Alora

I honestly don't know why I decided to go to that club last night. It was all very sexual which I now clubs are almost always having that type of vibe. But, I don't know how to describe how erotic it was. Lord only knows If Lucas knew of this. I don't even want to think about what he'd do, but maybe deep down I know he's right.

On a more positive note I'm going to stay at my grandmothers for spring break. My mom said I needed to see her since she got really sick last year. She can't hear as good anymore, so I always have to talk loud. That's one down side spending a whole two weeks away in Virginia.

I always loved spending my summers at her house with its beautiful wrap around porch. The way the house was always just cut to perfection like a diamond. Her lawn was huge with many big oak trees, and it had the little tire swinging on one of the many. Okay but my favorite part was my little bay window where I'd read the whole day away.

Wow, I really didn't realize how much I missed my Grammys. I haven't been back to her place for two years. She had been in the hospital for all two years fighting cancer. She finally was released three months ago to go home. Although, Papa died many a years ago she still feels at home there. Which I do not blame her.

"Lora, have you packed your bags, yet?", My mom jerks me out of my thoughts. I'm eating dinner at the table with my family which is rare since my dad normally works.

"Not quite yet," I say looking down at my soup. Before, I pack I need to talk with Luke but he's at some after football dinner.

"Just make sure you pack tomorrow because we have a long drive." She says with a stern face because she knows I love to always be late.

"Okay I promise. Also, can I go over to see Luke since I won't be seeing him for two weeks." I said with a sweet smile.

My dad gives my mom a look which means he doesn't care as long as I'm home by curfew. Technically, I'm an adult being I'm eighteen and all but I live under their roof and rules.

"Fine but you know the drill," she taps her finger over her wrist watch.

"Yes I know the drill I'll be back by then." I get up and run upstairs to change into my soft sweatshirt and pants. By now that dinner should be over with at Luke's.

Moments later at Luke's*

I pull up at his house and knock on the door. Looks like his parents aren't home, but I see Luke's truck out front. I knock again but nobody answers odd unless he's asleep. I guess I'll go... until I see a random white BMW parked off to the side of the road.

I just decide to see if it's unlocked which it is and open the front door. Normally, I let myself in because his parents always say I'm basically like family. As I walk the floor creaks and I faintly hear noises coming from down the hall. I get to his bedroom and open the door to him on top of one of our varsity cheerleaders. I guess I don't really need to mention he's butt naked.

She screams from out under him and he looks like he's seen a ghost. My hand is still holding onto the doorknob and it's frozen in place. "Lora uhhh this isn't what it seems!!", He practically shakes his head like a madman.

"We are through," I say quietly but definitely loud enough he hears. He looks livid when I see him in my peripheral as I turn around to walk away. I hear footsteps running behind me as I speed walk to my car. I'm sprinting at this point. I almost make it inside my car only to have him cage me in with his cheating hands. At least he had the decency to wear pants. I also see little miss Shelby drive away in her car.

"Lora! Don't ever run away from me your my girlfriend!!", he scream in my face and spit flies on me. I flinch back scared he'll hurt me again.

I'm crying like an idiot by now. "I meant what I said we're done!" He slams his hand beside my face on my car. This is what worried me was that he would black mail me into staying with him because of his abusive tendencies. That I let him get away with.

"No!! She's just a fuck toy! Your what I want!" He says with this manic look in his eye.

"If you really wanted me you wouldn't have cheated on me. You lying, cheating pig!" I exclaim with rage he's never seen before in me. It feels good at the moment but I feel so stupid. Of course he lied and cheated because he already slaps me around. I know I should've dumped him months ago, but I was scared of this happening.

He looked ready to slap me.

I get blinded by headlights and take the opportunity to duck down under him, and open my car door. He gives me the coldest look he's ever gave me before. Like he'll be waiting for me. I back out of there so fast I almost didn't see that it was his parents pulling in.

I was so numb of emotion when I got home so I just started packing. Everyone in my house was asleep so I didn't have to explain why my face was puffy and red. I'm now super glad this spring break I won't have to see Luke around our small town.

I look out my bedroom window and look at the full moon wishing I could just smite his ass. Like the Greek gods did when one God/Goddess got out of control.

If only it were that easy. I just wish I listened to Delaney at least I could've spared my feelings of having to see him fuck a classmate of mine.

Ughhh sometimes I just absolutely hate my life like how did I get here? I guess I better FaceTime Delaney to tell her she was right. She'll be thrilled I dumped his butt.

For once I feel like if he didn't cheat I never would've broke up with him. Which I know him abusing me should've immediately been a red flag. But I was just scared of what he'd do and was embarrassed like maybe I shouldn't dress a certain way. Or I shouldn't say this or that. I don't know I'm rambling.

I feel like this was the last straw after witnessing that. And I just wish I could erase it but the best I can do is just finally move on. It's spring break and heck and I'm gonna have a great time! Even if it is at my Grammys place at least it'll only be her and I.

Or so I thought...