I never thought I'd have to do this, I've just been let out of hospital but now I have to break the bad news to Beau.
I walk through the door and see Daniel and James sat on the couch (Beau and Jai had helped me home while the others ran home to tidy up.) They stand for me to be able to sit down as I am still weak on my legs. "Beau," I began uncertainty as he looked at me with his mind and caring eyes "sit down you need to know something."
"Sure bro." He says as he sits next to me.
"I tried to commit suicide because," I don't know how to tell him but then he draws to his own conclusion.
"Its because of me, isn't it? What the fuck did I do?"
"I never wanted to sleep with you Beau!" The others had all run in from the kitchen hearing the commosion "I didn't like seeing you unhappy so I self harmed to manage my anger and pain whenever you wanted to have sex but then I was being forced into the same tent as you and it was too much!" I shout at Beau, he is clearly hurt by this as he runs up to his room and locks the door I can hear him sobbing for about an hour then it suddenly stopped, I got worried and hobbled up the stairs but hadn't the strength to break down the door so I shout down to Jai and James to help me, we sat for hours trying to get the door open, whatever he had put in front of it was heavy.
We had been trying for two hours when James runs at it and it suddenly opens leaving him on the ground. Beau had pushed his closet and chest of drawers in front of the door to stop us getting in then my glance fixes on a figure on the bed "BEAU!!" I screamed he was lifeless and wasn't breathing Jai couldn't find a pulse, beside him a empty bottle of pills and a note.
