Dear Luke
I'm sorry it's not your fault but I can't live without you and I feel terrible about what you put yourself through just to make me happy but that won't be a problem anymore I promise.
Hi guys I expect Luke is showing you this note and it's true! I killed myself so I didn't have to live with the pain we wouldn't have been able to put it behind us I know we wouldn't. I love all you guys I'm sorry I had to leave but I would have had a miserable existence anyway this way there is no pain.
I don't want you to be sad, carry on as we would've if none of this had happened. Don't give up fellow Janoskians remember we are a group, we will be reunited when the time is right.
Luke, Jai. Don't let mum find out the true reason I did this shed never forgive me for what I done to Luke.
Good by for now little brothers, James, Daniel
Beau Brooks xXxX
