Poetry dump.

I don't know what to title this

You're a thousand miles away
As you hide behind a screen
I haven't seen your face
But I've heard your voice
I've heard your thoughts
We send silly videos back and forth
Just silly videos, right?
No
So much more
More than I can ever put into words
They mean so much
A stupid smile spreads across my face
Stupid feelings that I push behind this screen
I've hinted at it
Hiding my feelings behind a "lmao"
To make it seem like I'm joking
I'm not joking
I'm serious
I want you to be here
I want you to hold me
I want to love you
To kiss you
To feel you
But again, it's weird right?
I'm just ill
I should see a doctor
But would they judge?
Tell me I'm crazy?
Delusional?
Maybe I am, but I just can't help,
Dreaming of a future that could never be and
Falling for the guy behind the screen
The one who I don't have a face for