soukoku one shots

meeting again somehow, huh?

"I like the way you talk and everything, you know?"

"Is that so?"

"Yes, i like everything you do. I want to be your lover, at this point."

"You mean my boyfriend, huh?"

"Yes, when we grow up."

"Yeah, so it's a promise, no?"

"It is. We'll make the best couple."

"For sure."

Bullshit. Everything was nothing more than bullshit.

Chuuya was more than embarrassed to even remember the moments he had with Dazai in middle school, it actually made him pretty disgusted. They acted like boyfriends, they didn't know that it would make them even hated in the society back then.

But sure, they loved each other. More than anything. Untill Dazai told him to be his lover, it kinda changed the perspective of their friendship. Chuuya questioned himself if they were even friends.. or more than that.

But things changed, anyway. They eventually grew apart and Dazai left the school during middle school.

Without saying a single word to Chuuya, the person he loved. Without even saying good bye, or see you again. Neither.

Chuuya tried contacting Dazai for the few years, about 2-3 years, probably. But as expected, he hadnt responded to him since then. The brunette stopped coming to school all of a sudden, without saying or informing anything to Chuuya. Leaving him with many questions. He along with his family just.. Disappeared from Yokohama. Maybe they moved out?

He didnt know.

He didnt want to know anymore, anyway.

Dazai was just a phase.

He'd get over it.

....probably.

Nah. It'd been 8 years already, he still thought of Dazai sometimes. Not that much. He was 24, an adult already. Dazai was a year older than the ginger. He thought he'd be dating someone right then, or probably married to someone already. That didnt sound impossible to him.

But all chuuya wanted was.. his welfare. He hoped he was okay, at the very least.

Well, Chuuya wanted Dazai to leave his mind atleast, although he knew it would never happen, no matter how much he tried. But sure, the brunette probably forgot his existence by then.

That's probably why Chuuya thought,

It was all bullshit.

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He had a day off that day, so he decided to walk around places since his ass would never get off of his bed during day offs. He'd usually eat, sleep, watch tv, and other stuff. He'd also go out sometimes, anyway. It was one of the sometimes. The weather was kinda cold that day, not too much. His phone buzzed.

Tachihara: hey, u sure u coming or ur just laying on the bed?

Yeah, Chuuya was late again.

Chuuya: you impatient dickhead, maybe try waiting for me?

Tachihara: oh come on. I've been here for 20 fucking minutes already, r u like some girl going on dates and like, doing your makeup for hours?

Chuuya: shut up or i will kick your ass to mars. I'm coming, no more replies.

Yeah, Tachihara obeyed him and left him on seen. He knew if he annoyed him any further maybe Chuuya would actually send his ass to mars, like, for real. After a while they met anyway.