Narcissistic,My God,I Love it

THIRTEEN

It was already a month ago when we went on that trip and since then everyone was inseparable that the six of us already have our group chat and from time to time we send messages to each other. I even thought North would be so cold to them but he reacts and replies minimally which is a good thing because he barely talks in school.  

All my classmates were also weirded out with my choice of friends because MJ and Godwin were on it but I couldn't care less. 

I also stopped myself for overly pleasing everyone and always looking good but from time to time I also need to look good in front of  North duh.

This day was not like any other day I woke up with my head throbbing with severe pain and can feel my body burning up. These past days I was just fighting it with medicines just to go to school but I don't think my body can handle it anymore. 

I called yaya on the phone to come upstairs even if I don't have the energy to do it. And I heard knocking on the door because the door was locked, I forced and dragged my sick body to  unlock the door and I saw yaya  looking shock staring at me that was the last thing I saw before my vision went black.

Once I opened my eyes I can see a different ceiling  which I know what it means already. I was still severely feeling sick but a bit more better than this morning. I moved my head and I saw yaya who's preparing my food  

"Ya" I said with a hoarse voice 

yaya looked at me immediately and went to my side

"Mabuti gising kana 'nak, ginulat mo kami kanina!"

" Ba't hindi mo sinabi na may nararamdaman kana pala"

I don't even want to speak right now because my throat is so dry and I also have this habit of not speaking or speaking too little when I'm sick and she knows it

"Thought it was not serious"  

I said to her to ease her mind

"Sinabi ng doctor kanina may severe dengue ka raw" 

"saan ka ba kase pumupunta bata ka ha!? tignan mo nga and putla putla mo na binigyan ka pa nila ng dugo!"

 I saw saline and blood administered to me and it was really serious this time

I honestly don't want to hear the voice of people when I'm sick it irritates me especially when they're not speaking softly

"Oh ito uminom ka muna wala ka pang kain simula umaga"

"Haynako, itong batang ito! Palagi mo kaming pinag-aalala"

I drank the water  that she gave me but I was feeling nauseous that I want to vomit but I didn't 

"Siya nga pala pumunta kanina yung kaibigan mo sa bahay tinatanong bakit wala ka raw sa unang klase niyo at hindi ka raw macontact kaya sinabi kong nasa ospital ka at sinabi ko narin ang buong detalye kung iyon ang iniidip mo at sa awa ng diyos nag presenta siya na siya raw ang magbabantay sayo ngayong gabi"

My eyes widened with what she had said because I know who she is pertaining to but I did not speak a word

As much as I want to spend time with North I really don't want him to see me like this it just sucks but it's not like I  have a choice now.

Yaya helped me with my food but after eating it, I just vomited it all out and I was so bored I can't even look at my phone because my eyes are heavy and my head hurts so I either stare at the ceiling or sleep to pass time.

I saw the time and it was already 5:23 and theres no one here beside me because yaya left me just 30 minutes ago but it was fine for now because of the medicine they put along with my saline hours ago.