My Everything

know her past

After about 10 minutes her breathing was back to normal. Aadhya opened her eyes which are filled with tears and saw the person who is hugging her and widened her eyes.

" You here" Aadhya spoke while taking a deep breath
" Are you okay?" The person asked her making her to nod as if she is okay.

" Actually I was about to leave after my place got occupied but seeing your back I felt familiar and came " the person said taking a keen look at her
" I saw you were murmuring Abhi's name and your breathing got abnormal" the person said slowly not to make her feel stressed

" Some past memories murari" aadhya said with a weak smile.
"How can she smile? Seeing her condition just now I can feel that her past is horrible. I really wanted to know her past but I will be rude to directly ask " Murari though to himself

" Murari" aadhya called him seeing his absent mind.
"Hmm" murari responded
" Thankyou for earlier" aadhya thanked him for being there with her.

But the strange thing is how could he controlled her panic attack, she was having panic attacks and anxiety since the age of 15 she was on regular medication but from few months she stopped taking it as it got reduced but suddenly today her past brought the attack.

" Then do you want to drink anything?" Murari asked
" At this time, i wonder which shop is open ?" Aadhya said seeing the time.
It was past 11 and most probably all the stores will be closed.

" There is one store which open 24/7 do you mind joining me!" Saying this Murari stood and forwarded his hand.
Aadhya took his hand and stood and smiled.

" It's just 10 minutes walk from here " saying this both of them walked unaware that they still holded their hands.
Aadhya could not stop seeing him earlier she felt him like the boy who gave her the necklace.
She really wanted to meet that boy and say thank you for being at her when she felt miserable.

'Aww how cute' as they were walking a couple passed by saying this made both Aadhya and Murari to exchange their eyes in confusion.

Now the reality had knocked them,seeing their entangled hands and released them with a bit of awkwardness.
Murari cleared his throat and showed her the store.

" What do you want to have?" Murari asked her opening the door.
" Anything is fine" aadhya said.
Murari chosen some soft drinks along with a chocolate bar and walked towards the bill counter

'Ça faisait longtemps !' an old man in his 50's said as he saw Murari (long time no see)
Aadhya know French as her childhood was spent her and also her frequent visits helped her to remember the language.

"j'étais occupé par le travail" Murari replied with a smile
( I was busy with work)

'ta copine est jolie' the old man said seeing aadhya who is standing beside murari.
( Your girlfriend is pretty)
Listening to the old man's compliment Aadhya chocked on her saliva where Murari just patted her back giving her the cool drink

"elle est mon amie" murari replied and payed for the drinks and took Aadhya outside to sit on the chair
( She is my friend)

"merci" Aadhya thanked him in French.
" I never listen you talking in French, its cute" Murari said while handing her the chocolate

" How could I speak when the people around me know my native language " saying this aadhya took the chocolate
" It makes us cheerful" he said showing the chocolate.

It's Aadhya's habit to eat chocolate when ever she is stressed. She is thankful for Murari for being with her.

" Aadhya if you don't mind?" Murari stopped in between by seeing Aadhya he was confused whether to ask her or not.
" About earlier " Aadhya completed his sentence and took a deep breath

" My past is something I wanted to forget but you know the deep scars it left while healing makes me remember vividly " Aadhya said with a weak smile

" But those things made you stronger Luna" Murari's words made her to see him the most important thing is how he called her with a nickname representing Moon.

" Maybe" aadhya said with a smile but her cheeks blushed.
Seeing her like this Murari let out a chuckle.

" Can you keep these things away from Abhi. I don't want him to know and get worried" Aadhya cleared her throat and spoke.

" I'm a good secret keeper so don't worry" murari assured her.
" I will drop you at home" aadhya wanted to deny but could not tell him ended up walking beside murari.

" One more thing does you get panic attack frequently " Murari spoke
" Earlier I use to but not now" Aadhya said with a smile.

She was definitely a bit insecure to share these things with others but with murari she felt like sharing them. She know that he will never judge her based on these things.

" But I want you to take an appointment with your doctor after going to India." Murari said in a demanding tone.

" Is this a warning?" Aadhya said with a smile.
" You can take it like that" murari said with the same tone.
After few minutes they reached Aadhya's house.
Murari bided bye to aadhya.
He waited until she went inside and retreated from there.

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MURARI POV:

Seeing her like that made my world stop at once, I wanted to take her away from this world.
What could be her past making it difficult for her to take breath? From when she was having the panic attack?
She made me remember the day I saw her 10yrs back in the same situation.

I will definitely try to know your past aadhya and make sure that you won't face it again. This is my promise Luna....(to be continued)...