Learn to Behave

Confessions

Ash fell asleep next to her. She was still in his chest, and he hugged her in his sleep. He dreamed about her, and how she could be his girlfriend. He dreamed about how they went on dates, made out, went on trips, and so on. And of course, she was his good girl, his sub, and his to dominate. But then he woke up, he saw her sleeping, and then he knew that she couldn't be his at the end of the next year. He would become a senior next year, and she would be a junior. A tear rolled down his cheek. All he had dreamed of couldn't come true, because he left for college next year. He needed to sort out his thoughts. He carefully left her tucked her into the duvet but that's When Sara woke up.

"Where are you going?" she asked him, drowsy.
"There's nothing you need to be concerned about," Ash whispered in a soft voice.
"I don't want to be alone," Sara said back.
"Sara, I need some time for me to think about some stuff," Ash whispered in his calm voice.
"Can't I come with you?" Sara still spoke with a drowsy voice.
"No, you can't, and now go back to sleep; you'll need the energy for tomorrow; that's an order," Ash said in a still, calm voice.
"Fine!" she huffed.

Sara turned around and went back to sleep. Ash put on sweatpants and a hoodie, and left the dorm. It was around 2:00 a.m. Ash walked to the roof terrace and sat down on a bench. He looked at the stars. Tears started to build up, and they dripped down his cheeks. He didn't notice that Sara had followed him. Sara was standing in the corner and saw him cry.
He was so deep in thought that he didn't notice that she was getting closer. When she was standing by his side, he saw her. He stood up and grabbed her by her neck. He pushed her against the terrace door.

"What. Are. You. Doing. Here?" He said it in a furious tone.
"I... I felt that something wasn't al... alright, Sir" Sara winced
He loosened his grip, still pushing her against the door with her face away from him.
"I told you not to come with me and sleep, and you disobeyed direct commands. What makes you think you can do that, especially after this afternoon, was my punishment not hard enough?!"
"I... I don't know, I... I just know t... that it didn't fe... feel right to see you leave, even tho... though I know that you are suffering for something."

Ash let her neck go and walked away. He felt guilty. He knew she broke his commands and rules, but at the same time, he knew that she did it because of him. He sat down on the bench and buried his hand inside his head. He felt embarrassed, she never saw this side of him, the vulnerable side, when he's crying. There was no way that she would see his vulnerable side; he needed to be the strong type, the type who dominates her, but at the same time he knew that he had feelings; he had a soft side, and he knew it, and he also cared about her, and wanted to show it to her. He sat there, and Sara was still standing at the door, looking at him in shock. He stood up and slowly walked toward her. Sara backed up, but the door opened outward. He saw her backing up, and then he started to talk.

"Don't worry, I won't do a thing to you," he said.
He saw that Sara's gaze had lightened, and walked towards her. Now Sara was afraid again.
"Please don't be afraid" He begged "you did absolutly nothing wrong; I just want to hug you."
He walked again toward her and opened his arms. When he reached her, he hugged her and took her into his arms. He felt that Sara was relieved.
They stood there for minutes, like time was standing still. Then Ash whispered to her.
"I need to tell you something."
"What is it?" Sara whispered back
"I love you," he whispered. He thought Sara would get out of his hug, but instead she pushed herself more into his chest, and then she also whispered something.
"I love you too"

A tear left Ashe's eyes and dropped to her shoulder. Sara smiled.
Ash smiled as well; he finally could be honest, he could tell the truth, and he was so relieved that she felt the same way. They stood there for a long time, and suddenly it was 3:00 a.m.
Ash told her that they really needed to sleep because she was punished, so her body was and will be sore. Ash took her hand, and they went back to the dorm.

The next morning, Ash woke her up and brought breakfast to his bed.
"Good morning, love, I made you your favorite pancakes."
"Thank you," Sara smiled.
She enjoyed the pancakes, and Ash sat beside her and looked at her eating her pancakes.
When she was finished, he told her something.
"You know, even though you are technically my girlfriend, you still need to follow the rules, and there will be no release of this. If you call my boyfriend, big-brown-haired guy, or other 'titles' what ever you want to call it I may turn a blind eye on the Sir thing, but when you are on a punishment, I expect you to say Sir, no matter what. If you call me Ash at anytime, I see it as disrespectful toward me. You get that?"
"Yes, my cute big brown-haired guy," she twinkles and smiles.
Ash twinkles as well. He took the tray and brought it to the kitchen.

Sara left for school, and of course she needed to tell Skala, Abi, and Carly. Everyone was so happy for her. They all had literature together. Of course, there was much to talk about, how it happened, and where. Luckily, they had a book they needed to read, so they could leave the room. They didn't know there would be a pop quiz about it. They talked the whole lesson and forgot to read. The teacher told everyone to come 15 minutes earlier to discuss the book.

They all didn't took part, and couldn't tell something about the book, but the literatur teacher was a good one, so they all came away withouth an note.

When she got back to the dorm and Ash asked her if she was a good gril in school, she asnswer with a yes ,Ash seems to believe her. Mentally, Sara was relieved; she didn't show it, of course.

Time passed and sara was in her room at her desk she had exams coming up, and she couldn't just let them slip. So she learned till late in the evening. Ash came to her and hugged her from behind.

"My good little girl is learning for school, I see, I see," Ash charmed her.
"Well, the end of the semester is coming up, so I want to finish well." Sara said.
"Can I do something good for you?" Ash asked
"What do you mean by that, Sir?" Sara asked back
"Maybe a reward or something," Ash smirked.
Sara chuckled:" Uh, uh, not today, I take ice cream as a reward, cute guy"
Ash tried to make a sad face, but then he laughed, and joked that he's not so good at that.

He left and brought her the ice cream. He told her to stop studying because it's late. She agreed and stopped. Sara slept with Ash in the same bed, but today was special; it was like something different. Before that, it was only when she was punished before, but now it's like something that will happen nearly every day.

Sara made herself bed-ready, and laid in bed. Ash came inside. Without a T-shirt on, goddamn, yes, she chose the right one, he was incredibly hot. His six-pack, his muscles, his lean body with muscles. He came to her and kissed her forehead. He went to bed and took her inside his chest. She slowely fell asleep in his chest listening to his hearthbeat.