"I'm waiting for the moment when my soul will leave this body and I'll be dead officially because every piece of me has already died." ~ Avyank Kapoor
"You've to fight through some bad days to earn the best days in life and everyday I'm praying for...
How are you guys doing?? Enjoying monsoons or not ?? Monsoons are good until you go out that too by walk and the keechad keechad irks you up. I'm like manh I love baarish but not the afterward situation.... Can you feel me ???
Well, the following chapter is a bit long and I hope you'll find it intriguing because they'll be having a long conversation. So yeah go ahead and enjoyieee....
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❝...cause all of the scars and bruises, They're what make you human...❞
~ Banners
Shreya's POV ;
I came out after doing my night skin care to find him sitting on the floor of the balcony and staring at the moon. I walked towards him and stood at the threshold taking the support of the wall. All day he's been this silent and was with dadi. I had taken a half day after submitting the final edit just to be around him because it's his birthday today.
In the morning, I had prepared kheer and he ate two bowls of it after praying to god. The passion and dedication in his eyes while he was performing the puja did confirm that this human believes in God and I don't why but I loved that fact.
"Don't you think you're upsetting your wife by sitting alone here ??" I asked as I settled beside him. He just glanced at me with a frown.
"I mean that laptop because you know, that non living thing gets more attention from you." I clarified him and he chuckled lightly.
"Well, I believe that black sexy beauty deserves all my attention." He answered and I made an irritating face at him. He does have updated versions of every apple product and all of them are indeed sexy looking black beauties.
"Why are you so obsessed with black ??" I asked him.
"I'm not obsessed with it...it's just it makes me feel safe and more aware of myself. It is my favourite but I do wear and buy stuffs in different colours." He answered in a deep voice and I just stared at him thinking how much this human has suffered in his past ??
"Remember last night you told me that I should never let the world ruin me. Similarly, don't lose your identity just because something bad has happened to you in the past. After every dark night the sun shines brightly, wait for the moment. Don't lose hope." I mumbled without looking at him but I could feel his gaze on me.
"It's not that easy, Reya. I really wish I could think and be like you but that grief and agony eat me up from inside." He muttered and this is the first time he opened up. I mean be it a little but he did !!
"Sometimes I can't even control the voices that echo in my..." He was about to say but then stopped as he glanced at me.
"Sorry..... nevermind." He whispered and I noticed his hands shivering while his veins were clearly visible. I took his hand in mine and carresed it saying,"Whenever it gets heavy just let it all out, scream and cry no one is going to criticise you or judge you. We are not robots Vyan, we have feelings and emotions that make us human. If you feel happy, rejoice in it and whenever you feel sad just know that the moment is temporary."
