Anastasia
31st of July 2021
It's Friday night, the night after I slept in Vaishants' arms. There's something you should know before reading this chapter. I have somewhat of separation anxiety, I used to sleep in my parents bed until I was 9. When they would kick me out I would shake and shiver and not be able to sleep until they let me back in, thinking I was sick and needed taking care of. Now I'm feeling the same with my boyfriend. It's 2 am, I can't sleep, I need him.
Anastasia: hey, are you awake? I can't sleep, I need you.
Vaishant: Yeah, I'm up. I'll be there in a minute.
Vaishant
When I get her message I'm immediately scared. I rush to get slippers on and practically run to her house.
Anastasia
Just as he said, he is at my door immediately. As soon as I open the door I wrap my arms around his neck and don't let go. Waddling inside he turns and locks the door, my arms still locked around him. Kissing my cheek, he scoops me up into his arms holding me like a baby or a backwards backpack. He takes me upstairs and to my room, he places me down on my bed. He lets go of me and turns around to go close and lock my door. Within 5 seconds I start crying. His distance is killing me, I need him now. It feels selfish to cry over this but I can't stop. He runs back to me and jumps into the bed wrapping his arms around me. Immediately I stop crying and he looks at me weirdly, he's concerned and questioning why I need his hugs so much.
Vaishant
Letting go of her I turn to lock the door and she starts crying, I finish and run back over to her. I get straight into her bed and wrap my arms around her. I'm so concerned, I hope she's not hurt. As soon as my arms are around her, she stops crying. I don't understand.
Anastasia
He kisses me on the head, "What's wrong, love? Why were you crying? Why did you stop? Why did you tell me to come here? Are you hurt?"
"Vaish I can't sleep without you, I'm too scared, please don't ever leave me again, I need your arms around me all the time. This is so embarrassing, we've only been dating for 3 weeks, I'm so needy. But it's true I need you," I explain.
"Honey, don't be embarrassed, it's ok, I told you I'm here for you, I'll never judge you," he tells me. I snuggle into him pulling him as close as I can. I fall asleep within minutes.
Vaishant
In the morning Anna wakes up before me. She kisses my cheek waking me up. "Good morning, love," I whisper. Her eyes are puffy from crying last night but she still looks so beautiful. "Good morning," She whispers back, "Do you want breakfast?" Nodding, I get out of bed so that she is able to move. Getting out of bed. she asks, "Do you like eggs and toast?" I think I'd like anything she makes me. "Of course," I reply. We walk down stairs and she makes breakfast.
Anastasia
When I'm done he smirks at me. He grabs me by the waist and places me on top of the counter. We make out for a VERY long time. But eventually I push him away and place my forehead against his. "Your food is going to get cold," I whisper. He pecks me on the lips one last time and pulls me down from the bench. We eat the food, it is in fact cold which makes it taste horrible but we eat it anyways. After we finish eating he says, "I need another kiss."
"Why?" I ask him.
"Because you taste like strawberries and that tasted like shit. So kiss me," he explains. I lean into him and he grabs my neck and we make out... again.
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What I Wished For
RomanceAnna has loved Vaishant for her entire life. She's been waiting til she turned 18 to ask him out and now she has. What will there parents think of their forbidden love.
