One Thing ➳ n.h

Chapter 37

Emma's POV

Lately I've been spending all my time with Zayn. He just makes me feel whole again.

I sit on the couch with Zayn holding me. I don't know if I want to be with him... I mean these last couple days have been great but I don't know how I could love someone else when my heart is stuck in Niall. I'm torn...

Zayn has been nothing but great to me these past couple of days. He's a great guy and I think that if it was possible for me to get over Niall I would date him. But I can't...

Niall was just the first one and I still love him. Even though he hurt me... It's still awkward when he's in the same room as me but I can't help it.

"Hey Em." Zayn says breaking me free of my thoughts.

"Yes Zaynie?" I say and snuggle closer to him.

"Do you think that we could give us a try? I mean-"

"Zayn I don't know... I mean I like you but I don't know if I can love someone else when my heart is still stuck on Niall and I don't want to put you through that..."

"How do you know if you don't try? Maybe you'll learn to love someone else?"

"Zayn I don't know..."

"Please just give me a chance..." He pleads taking both of my hands in his.

"Ok Zayn... But promise me you won't hurt me...." I say and tear up, putting my head on his chest.

"I promise I would never ever hurt you Emmaline. Thank you for giving me a chance..." He says and kisses the top of my head.

I pulled away from him and he leaned down to me. He connected his lips with mine and it wasn't the same as kissing Niall... The fireworks weren't there at least not at the moment...

I pulled back and smiled. Maybe this would help me. He's right how would I know if I didn't try. Maybe I will learn to love him. I think I already do but I can't be sure of my feelings right now...

Niall's POV

"Guys we get to go home tomorrow how great is that?!" Liam shouts and everyone cheers but me.

"What's wrong Niall?" Louis asks.

"Nothing..." I say straightening my posture from a slouch.

"Niall something is most definitely wrong with you... You're not the same cheery Nialler we know and love..." Harry says.

He's right I'm not... I haven't been the same since the break up. And now that Emma and Zayn are closer I've been avoiding talking to him. It's not that I'm mad at him it's just that I don't want jealousy to get the better of me. I don't want it to become a challenge between us. She wants what she wants...

But I can't help fantasizing about getting back together... I silently vowed that one way or another I'm going to get her back... But I'm not going to hurt either of them... I can't hurt Zayn he's my bet mate and if I hurt Emma again she'll never forgive me... I just have to wait for the right moment...

Emma's POV

When Liam told me that we were going home I couldn't be happier... I wanted to be able to have some time to myself. To clear my head. Me and Zayn have been, I guess you can call it dating, for a couple days now.

Zayn held my hand and he grabbed the remote to turn on the television. It was already on a gossip station and there was a picture of me and Niall holding hands.

"Zayn turn it up." I commanded and he did.

We all hushed as the reporter started her sentence.

"And the rumor that is supposedly spreading about One Direction's Niall Horan's break up with Emma. We caught her rushing out of back stage bawling!" A picture of me appeared into the background running to the bus my face was red and tears wear running down my face. "Could this really be the end of Nemma?" With that she faded out and it went to commercial.