The Limit Does Not Exist (Rosé x Fem Reader)

Chapter Twelve

(a/n: so there is going to be a TINY part where i allude to an eating disorder in this particular chapter at the beginning, so i'm just letting u all know here rn; u can skip it if u pls!!)

Rosie's POV

Rehearsals have been going really well these past two weeks and we are finally going to do a full run through of the show; outfit changes and all. With the timing, the show should be just under 2 hours long if everything goes smoothly today when we get there. Obviously there will be a long talking period beforehand to go over when certain things will happen and whatnot, so we'll still end around the same time we normally do.

"Rosie, do you have some socks I can borrow? All of mine are dirty right now." Y/n asked me as she entered my bedroom, putting her hands on the sides of the doorway to lean it. I glanced over to her and pointed to my dresser before going back to applying some mascara,

"Top drawer on the right." I told her as she thanked me and grabbed a pair of socks before leaving me to get ready.

Y/n has stayed at my place the whole time we've been doing rehearsals and I've been loving every second of it. We've gotten into a routine of her coming to sleep with me at night because I fully slept through the night when she first joined me in my bed. She still has her stuff in the guest bedroom, but that kind of allows her to have her own space as she answers some emails and takes some calls for her work.

But one of the hardest things I'm having to do with her constantly around is respect her boundaries because she still hasn't asked me to be her girlfriend.

I know she's working towards asking me, but my god, it feels like torture waiting for so long; especially since she's around me all the time. I hope that her therapist is pushing her in the right direction and y/n will ask me within the next week or I'll genuinely ask her myself, fuck my fear of rejection.

She has though taken me out three times for true dates, which were all lovely. We obviously don't have a lot of free time during the week itself, so she's managed to do some cute small dates here and there which I appreciate greatly. Of course I would repay her by a nice dinner date here with just the two of us.

"I'm going to take Hank out!" I heard y/n say and I shouted back an 'okay' as I finished up my light makeup for the day. I'm going to be put in full glam for the run through, so I just did a basic base and my eyelashes so I don't look like a zombie.

I hummed to myself as I went over to my closet and picked out comfy clothing since I'll be doing wardrobe changes today. That thought alone made me all giddy because I love all the designs the team and I were able to come up with.

I'm also excited to see y/n's reaction to them as well.

I eventually got my clothes on and exited my bedroom to make y/n and I a quick breakfast before yet another long and tiring day. Well, it'll be very tiring for me, y/n just has to basically sit back and turn some knobs here and there.

My toaster is the fancy kind where you can make a breakfast sandwich like an Egg McMuffin kinda thing, so I'm going to utilize that today. I grabbed some eggs out of my fridge and the English muffins over on the counter next to my fridge. I took the stuff over to my toaster and sprayed the little area the egg will go with oil before cracking it in there and putting the muffin into the toaster itself.

I repeated the same thing on the other side of my toaster and threw away the eggshells before deciding on bananas for the fruit we'll also have. My stomach was craving some apple juice, so I took the small jug of it out of my fridge and placed two cups down on the island for y/n and I.

My eyes traveled over to my apartment door as I heard it unlock, revealing a happy Hankie and y/n. Y/n laughed as Hankie tried to run off, but he still had his leash connected to his collar, so he couldn't get away. Y/n quickly though undid it all and he happily ran away to go play with some toys.