Jamais Vu | Tom Kaulitz X Reader | {Discontinued}

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November 25th

7:25pm, noon

Sofia, Bill, and I were hanging out in my dorm. I was pretty bored. Tom was apparently busy so I didn't want to disturb him.

Sofia and I thought it would be a good idea to sign Bill up for a dating app. Of course Bill wouldn't actually go on a date with any of those girls. He could get any girl he wants.

"Okay now we just need your name and your all set!" Sofia squealed as she typed on her laptop. "Oh I got this, Bill Hoffmann. " I said with a smile as I put some popcorn in my mouth.

"Hoffmann? What do you mean? It's Kaulitz. " Bill said, confused.

Kaulitz... Bill Kaulitz. Wait... Tom. Tom Kaulitz.

My father had always hated the Kaulitz family after their father had blamed mine for turning his gang in. My father had nothing to do with it.

My smile immediately dropped. I'm guessing Bill realized what he said because he widened his eyes at my reaction.

Sofia saw what was going on, her brow lifted signaling that she was very confused.

"Kaulitz?!" I got up from my seat. Bill got up too, trying to calm me down. "Y/n, it's not what you think... " Bill motioned for me to calm down with his hands.

"You guys are fucking liars!" I was furious. The first time I make friends and it turns out they're liars. "Was Tom just using me?! "

Bill didn't answer, instead he just looked at the ground. "Wow... You guys are assholes. "

"Wait- what's going on? " Sofia asked, still confused. "I'll tell you right after I find Tom. " I replied as I walked out of the dorm. Bill trying to follow me.

I knocked on Toms door. Nothing. I knocked again, only to be met with the same response. I ran down the stairs of the building and walked out. Bill was trying to catch up with me.

I ran out of the university. I found Tom's car parked in front. I ran to the car and knocked on one of the doors. I heard moaning. Now I was even more furious.

"Tom open the fucking door!! " I knocked again, more rapidly this time.

Tom opened the door, fully clothed. I couldn't say the same for Amy, who was trying to hide her naked figure behind her clothes. Tom stepped out.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I scoffed at him. "First you lie to me about your last name! Second you tried dating me when you know our families hate each other! Third you cheat on me!" Tom's eyes widened.

Bill walked from behind me.

"I don't expect any less since your a Kaulitz."

I can tell my words hurt him. His eyes softened. He looked like he was on the verge of crying.

I loved him, and this is how he treated me? Whatever. Fuck him. I don't need him.

I was starting to walk away but Tom grabbed me harshly, causing my phone to fall out of my pocket and onto the floor.Tom stepped on my phone causing it to crack. 

I reached down to grab my phone, trying to turn it on. It didn't. "Really?! " I tried turning it on again. It wouldn't. It was broken.

I clenched my jaw. "You just keep fucking things up don't you. " I walked away, bill tried talking to me, but I ignored him and continued walking up to my dorm.

I walked up to my dorm and opened the door. Sofia was sitting on the couch, still trying to process what happened.

She looked up at the sound of my closing the door. "Hey, what happened? " Sofia said with a worried tone.

I sat down next to her. Maybe I should tell her the truth, of who I am. At the same time, I would be putting my friendship at risk.

I don't want to hide who I am though.

I cleared my throat. "Sofia, I haven't been honest with you. " She furrowed her brows. "What do you mean? "

"I'm from a cartel family. " Sofia let out a breath. "Finally, I was wondering when you were going to tell me. " Now it was my turn to be confused. "Wait what?-"

"I know about you being in a cartel. Your father and my father are good friends. My dad has a gang of his own. He's a lower rank of your father. But, my dad thought it would be a good idea for us to go to school together to watch each other's back. " Sofia said.

"Now that I see the Kaulitz family is here, I know why my dad did that. " At this point my mouth was open. Sofia lightly slapped me. "Wake up. "

"Sorry." Sofia sighed. "We have to watch out for them... " Sofia grabbed my hands.

"At least now we know we have each other's back. " Sofia said as I nodded.

Now I know that I'm not alone.

I wanted to ignore Tom for the next few days. It would be easy since we only had less than a week before we had our Christmas vacation.

We had at least three weeks of break time. And during those weeks, I will do whatever I can to get over Tom.