She was your typical rebelled girl she smoked, drinked, dealed drugs, graffiti you name it she's done it.
Her name is Nairobi Modern, but nicknamed Nai. What happens when a new guy comes to town and is just as cocky and rebellious as her? will she c...
The day after the party was complete shit, I woke up completely feeling like crap. I don't know what do to with myself.
I mean I ruined everything like did I really have to go that far and ruin the best and only friendship I probably will ever have?
sometimes I just want to lie on the train tracks so the train could kill me already.
I just wanted to lie in my bed for the rest of eternity and never get out of it, but unfortunately I had things to do like going to the grocery store and buying food since my dad is drunk out of his mind to buy us anything.
Then I have to make the food for my brother and my dad and then I have to go start dealing to some people.
Listen I know it's bad, but this is my life I have to make money some sort of way. No one wants to hire me because they've heard the shit people say about me. I fucking hate this stupid town.
I heard a knock on my door and I feel like I already knew exactly who it was.
"LEAVE ME ALONE FINN" I said with an annoyed tone, I mean doesn't everyone respond to their sibling like that?
"NO YOU NEED TO GET UP BECAUSE IM STARVING"
"WELL MAKE YOURSELF FOOD"
"I CANT"
"WHY NOT"
"BECAUSE YOU NEVER TEACHED ME ANYTHING ABOUT COOKING AND BESIDES ITS NOT LIKE WE HAVE A MOTHER TO TEACH ME HOW ANYWAY AND NOT TO MENTION WE HAVE AN ALCOHOLIC FATHER WHO BARELY KNOWS TO CLEAN UP AFTER HIMSELF"
I swear I wanted to scream so I got up from my bed, opened the door and said.
"You're fourteen years old and you don't know how to cook? are you a fucking baby or something? you don't need me to hold you're fucking hand all the god damn time like do you not know what YouTube videos are or what? Finn, you want to know something? Grow. The. Fuck. Up. already" I slammed the door right in his face.
Now I feel horrible for saying that to him, but it felt so good to just lash out. I think I have issues.
After a few minutes I decided to just go to the store to cook because I feel horrible for lashing out on someone who didn't deserve. I love my brother, but I can't stand him sometimes.
I got dressed into this
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After I picked my outfit out I grabbed my black converse and put them on and went to get my bike and went to the store to buy some sort food. After I grabbed my things
I started to head out but bumped into someone. Chapin. I swear why is it always him.
I tried to avoid him and keep my head down but of course he noticed me and started to talk to me.
"Hey you're the girl that slapped me at the party yesterday right?" He asked me with a raspy voice, not gonna lie it was kind of attractive but I wasn't gonna admit that to myself just yet.
"Yeah you have a problem?" I told him trying to act tough
"Yeah you know I do" He started to come up to me and I tensed. Why tho? I've never tensed up before so why now?
"What the fucks your problem with me?"
"My problem is that you need to stop acting all high and mighty and quit acting like your some sort of king here because your nothing but a weakling piece of shit under that entire mask you put on" I told him confidently and with a smirk on my face
"You really want to make me your enemy right now sweetheart?" He said with such a threatening tone in his voice. He really thinks he scares me?
"Bring it on BITCH" I said feeling like my old self again. The Nai that would stand up to anyone who crossed her. I felt like me again. He made me feel like me again.
"You're going to make this SOO easy" He said it so calmly like he knew that he was gonna win this war
"You know I hate you more than anything?" I said to him with seriousness in my voice I wanted him to feel the hate I have for him even though I don't feel like I do.
We made eye contact for a few minutes and I feel like I was drowning in his beautiful hazel eyes.
STOP BRAIN YOU CAN'T THINK LIKE THIS
"I'll see around sweetheart" He said to me before bumping my shoulder on purpose but before he started to walk away I told him
"It's Nai by the way, so stop calling me sweetheart"
"Nah I think I'm good with sweetheart" He said before winking at me and walking away to his motorcycle. I watched him drive away into a trail in the forest.
God he makes me feel something, something I haven't felt in years and I don't know if I like it..
