I know I am brave, I know I'm strong, I know I can do with by myself, I know I can't do it alone! I know am capable cause of God, I know how to be safe without being in my thoughts. Some days I feel empty feeling lonely and not needed. Some days I have a smile hiding but I know not to give but it's hard to say I can be safe too. Everything is odd around me I feel judged and look at or anything and sometimes I see things others can't see.yes been in and out of hospital but guess what I never give in! I'm still alive I'm still Kiki I am still taking my time without any pressure. Yes I am falling but I can still do it even if I was failing. I'm not perfect I have issues too to much to think about makes my ticks going crazy too. Yes I have a eating disorder does not stop me I know I have mental health but that took me to a new place that I need. Why do you love me when your afraid to speak to me why be my friend cause I have money why be my friend when everything falls down.to save your time don't stop and talk to me I'm over it. This is a new different picture I am better then a ok like I say a lot to. I'm not happy it's just joy I'm proud of all my Victory I've had not but not down yet I'm still working on the road to recovery. I'm bless to see a another day I'm blessed to be apart of a family that loves me for me not being fake.my fight is still there but step by step and say i can do it! Believe in your self like I have before and going to keep doing it also. We are all in this together!!!
Kiki😀
