Trust The Process

Chapter 9~Crazy Shit

~Solé's POV~
After giving the girls and the boys hugs, we sat down in the living room and Donovan was rolling a blunt. The girls told me what happened at the after party and what happened when they left. It sounds like they had fun which is good. After Donovan was done rolling the blunt he lit it up and it was time fa me to tell them and the boys ig.

Samir handed me the blunt and I took a hit and I started to tell them.

Solé:"...ok so I have something to tell y'all.." I look at everyone

Tamia:"girl finally cuz Samir kept leaving me and Nikki on a cliff hanger this morning" she rolls ha eyes

Nikki:"right" she giggles

Solé:"ok so after we left the game as y'all know I told y'all that I was with Samuel.." I take a few more hits of the blunt and pass it to Donovan

Solé:"and we was talking bout how his been distant or whatevea"

Nikki:"wait so what's the reason.."

Solé:I clear my throat "you know the shit I've been thought when I was little...with my father in shit like that.."

Nikki:"ohhh ok"

Solé:"but he said that he wanted to give me space to get myself back together..cuz you know the memories.."

Tamia:"aww leé, that's really sweet of him" she makes this face🥺

Solé:"I know right, but I told him that I was ok and I really appreciate that"

Solé:"..so umm a few minutes later, we was talking and he asked me go over to him and I did...I was now his lap and one led to another..we now we was on the bed..." I cover my face

Nikki:"BITCH..DID YALL 247?!"

The boys look at her.

Tamia:"OR WAS JUST 168?!" She looks at me

Solé:"yall chill...it was only...168..."

Nikki:"omg how was it?" She covers ha mouth and whispers

Solé:"it was..120..."

Tamia:"damn Samuel.." she busted out laughing

Nikki:"right cuz babyyyy" she laughs

Rocco:"what that hell is y'all talking bout?"

We all say "we talking in code".

Donovan:"Mann what" he chuckles

Solé:"but y'all let me finish..so after allat he said he had to go get a....boys cover y'all ears real quick please.."

They cover they ears.

Solé:"he had to go get a condom..cuz he didn't have any already by him.. so he left and I sat up cuz I was having a panic attack while he was doing it"

Nikki:"bae..you had other panic attack..while you was getting head..?"

Solé:"yess dude and he didn't even notices and when I have panic attack I didn't talk cuz I gotta focus on my breathing in stuff.." I put my legs on the couch

Tamia:"ok then what happened cuz I'm already mad"

Solé:"....after I was calming myself down-oh YALL CAN UNCOVER YALL EARS NOW"

Rocco:"damn Solé.." he rubs his ears

Solé:"sorry but back to what I was saying..his phone started going off cuz I wasn't my phone I put it on dnd..but I went closer to his phone in seen that it was a girl...."

Nikki:"I- y'all gon have to bell me out cuz this shit crazy.."

Solé:"but guess who it was tho.."

Tamia:"OMG was it that bitch Meagan, ouuu I never liked ha-"

Solé:"nah it's someone we...know like we talked to them every day.."

Tamia/Nikki:"BITCH WAS IT NOVA?!"

I shake my yes and I look at Samir who wanted to kill someone fr. I walked up to him and look at him, I stood in front of him and put his hand across my chest.

Tamia:"Nikki I told you not to be friends with that girl and now look" she looks at ha

Nikki:"I know I know I'm dumb, but Solé what else did you see?"

Solé:"some pictures,videos and the most recent message was from nova saying "let me know when you done with ha, cuz I need you to come eat this puss-" I started gagging in I run to the bathroom and throw up

I hear Samir come in.

Samir:"Solé...you good?" He said rubbing my back

Solé:"yea I think I am but I had to let that out, you got extra toothbrush?"

Samir:"yea ima get it fa you" he leaves and comes back with a toothbrush and i brush my teeth and my tongue

After I was done, I walked back and that girls were gone and so were the boys. I turn to Samir and I see him taking off his shirt and see that he has that same spider tattoo as me. But I had to get back on track, I walked over to Samir and looked up at him, and he looks down at me with a smile.

Samir:"why you lookin at me like that Solé..?"

Solé:"cuz everyone was just here and I want you to tell me where they went.."

He picks me up and my eyes go wide.

Solé:"Samir...please put-"

Samir sits down in a chair and puts one of his hands around my neck and the other around my waist.

Samir:"stop saying that you heavy cuz you not..you light as hell to me so chill with that" he licks his lips and looks at me

Solé:"Alr Samir but you still didn't tell me where they went.."

Samir:"they went home ma.."

Solé:"ok good.." I move a little bit and I hear him make a sound, I quickly move him hands and get off him

Samir:"why you get off..?"

Solé:"cuz I just put all my body weight on you and you made a noise..."I walk away and go to his room

I sit on my bed and get on my phone, and Samir comes in and takes my phone away from me.

Solé:"Samir wth, why you do that?"

Samir:"Solé...why keep talking bout yo self..you not heavy"

Solé:"ok so why you made that sound then..? and I want you do be honest"

Samir:"Alr ima be honest with you..I started thinking of some things and when you moved....."

Solé:"omg.." I cover my face

I hear him get closer and he moves my hands and kisses my cheeks.

Sole:"Samir... are you still hard right now?"

Samir:"nah, it went back down when you got up.." he smiles

I laugh"eww you can do that?!"I look at him he shakes his head yes.I comfortable in the bed and so does Samir. He pulled me into his chest and kissed my forehead.

Samir:"you ready fa tomorrow?"

Solé:"yea, I think you gon like what's gon happen tomorrow.."

Samir:"what you mean?" He rubs my back

Solé:"...don't..worry bout it, you gon see tomorrow...boy" I get closer to him and fall asleep

Tomorrow will be fun fa and my girls cuz I'm not finna let this slide.