Trust The Process

Chapter 20~Second Thoughts..

Solé POV~

It was the next morning and I was the first one to wake up and get ready for the day. To day is my actual birthday and we are going to the restaurant to eat or whatever. I walk in Rocco and Nikki's room in they was getting.

Nikki:"heyyy bae happy birthday!"

Solé:"thank you..what y'all in here doing besides getting ready?"

Rocco:"just talking..what happened to you and Samir last night?"

Nikki:"I was planning on asking you that..y'all so fast..I was a little worried"

Solé:"so basically I was looking fa my man and Rocco told me that he was going to the bathroom in I was like ok then I sit down and he didn't come back fa a little while so get and go to the bathroom right"

Nikki:"right I did see you walk ova there all fast and shit I was starting to get a little scared"

Solé:"actually and I walk over and I see him and Nova talking"

Rocco:"oh hell nah.."

Solé:"that's what I said but then I could hear a little bit of their convo and she was like "ion care about ha or ha lil friends I just want you" then I looked around the corner and she see me and get close to him and they kissed"

Nikki:"WHAT?!"

I nod my head a little bit and shake my head.

Nikki:"ohh no MA'MA, did he at least explain his self?"

Solé:"I guess..we was all drunk so I'll say yeah fa now..but I'm a little...nervous about this whole relationship" I put my head in my hands "this overthinking shit is not fa the weak.."

Rocco rubs my back and sighs.

Rocco:"don't worry bout that man..just have fun today I'll talk to that nigga fa you tho"

Solé:"no you don't have to..but ima go in the room and see if he up.."

Nikki:"Alr girl...us girls gon talk about it later"

I say ok then walk in go back to my room and see Samir sitting on the bed.

Samir:"Good morning..mama" he looks at me

Solé:"good morning...how you sleep?"

Samir:"good..come here.."

I walk up to him and look down at him. Out of nowhere he grabs my neck and starts kissing me then he picks me up and kisses me more then I pull back.

Solé:"what was that fa?"

Samir:"birthday kisses.."

TS~

We make it do the restaurant and my legs were weak as hell. We all sit down and look at the menu. We sit down and talk a little more and we soon got our food. While we were eating I could feel eyes on me, so I look around a little bit and see Nova.

Nova wasn't alone, she was with some of her friends and of course Samuel. They were laughing and pointing over here, and my anxiety started to rise so told them that I was going to the bathroom.

I walk in and use the bathroom in look in the mirror and took a deep breath then someone walks in, it was Nova.

Nova:"damn girl..you okay?"

Solé:"I'm...fine..why you in yo friends was laughing and looking at my table?"

Nova laughs "damn we can't laugh now? This is not yo world Solé"

Solé:"Mmk whatever.."

Nova:"but since you wanna know so bad...I was telling me friends about the times when me and Samir fucked..had the time of my life girl it was crazy"

Solé:"excuse me?"

Nova:"yeah girl it was some crazy times...here let me show you" She says with a smile

She pulls out her phone and shows me messages and one video..and it was him.

Solé:"when..when was this?"

Nova:"like a week ago..like before them fights in shit..but do see how he was dicking me down!? He good at his job so have fun with that" she takes her phone back and walks out laughing a little bit

I couldn't believe it like honestly. Didn't even notice I was crying until I looked in the mirror again. Anxiety was rising again overthinking was running all over the place, my emotions were all over the place and that wall was up.

I walk out the bathroom with tears in my eyes get my purse and jacket from the table and everyone was asking if I was okay but I didn't answer. I was sitting outside trying to calm myself down but nothing was working.

Tamia comes outside with Nikki and they sit with me and I cry harder and Tamia holds me.

Tamia:"what's going on?"

Solé:"they fucked..."

Nikki:"who?!...Samir and Nova?!"

I nod my head and she shakes her head.

Tamia:"wait wait..how you know?"

Solé:"that bitch showed me a video..and some messages."

I sit up and Tamia looks at me.

Tamia:"ima fuck him up hol on"

She gets up and I try to stop her and Nikki pulled me back.

Tamia POV~

I walk in fast and I was pissed as hell, like out of every body you could have fucked and you chose NOVA?! Yeahhh this nigga got me fucked up!

I walk up to the table in sit down and shake my head and look at the boys.

Donovan:"what's going on wit Solé?"

Rocco:"yeah I was finna ask that what's wrong wit sis?"

Tamia:"this nigga right here" I point at Samir "had sex wit Nova"

Donovan/Rocco:"WHAT?!"

Everybody that was in the restaurant looked over the table and went back to eating.

Tamia:"so why in the hell did you do it?"

Samir:"wait what? I fucked Nova? where you got this from?"

Tamia:"nigga it's a whole video!"

All the boys:"WHAT?!"