Trust The Process

Chapter 26~Closure

I took a shower and did my hair. I walked out my bathroom and seen Samir on my bad.

"My momma know you here?" I say getting my lotion

"Yeah she know, wassup with you and ol dude?" He said looking at me

"Why does it matter? We not together" I say put my lotion on

"Man fuck allat, that's yo nigga or sum? Yall together?"

"Samir..why you here like for real, cuz you coming in here like you didn't cheat! Me and Curtis is not together, we reconnected at the club and I asked him to take me to his place" I put my lotion down and look at him

"Y'all fucked?"

"Yes we fucked"

He went quiet and I sat on my bed.

"Solé..I didn't cheat on you"

"Samir pleaseee don't start this shit, we all saw the video! You fucked Nova!"

"I fucked her before WE got together"

"Ok but you was all on my body at that time! You was the one having mixed emotions in shit! I was loyal the whole time Mir! You don't have an excuse to get you outta this! So stop"

"Stop all that yelling and let me explain" he said walking to my side and sitting down

"There's nothing to ex-" I started and he grabbed my neck and kisses me and I pulled back

"Move Samir..." I say grabbing his hand

"Nah cuz it seem like this the only way you gon listen"

"Move ima listen to you..." I say looking at him then his lips

"Solé you making it real hard.."

I move his hand and got on top of him and kissed him again, I know I shouldn't do this but I couldn't help myself.

"I hate you.." I say hugging him

"I love you too ma.." he said kissing my neck

"Samir...what happened?" I said getting off him

"Basically, I was on sum and Nova was with me and we both was doing shit and we fucked, but ion remember her recording" he said taking off his shirt

"Ok when was this?, because you was saying we wasn't together" I said crossing my arms

"We wasn't this was before them fights happened, we wasn't together but we fucked that day" he took off his shoes

"Ok but she told me that was a week before"

"It was, so we broke up fa no reason Solé we wasn't together at that time"

"Ok but it's the principal of it all...you still fucked her" I said sitting in my vanity chair

"I can't undo that..can you just forgive me?"

"I guess.."

"Can we get back together?" He said looking at me

"No, I wanna be single a little bit longer plus I'm...talking to someone" I look away from him

"Man you thinking bout getting with him?"

"Ion know maybe..why you worried?"

"Stop playing wit me"

"Nobody playing wit you or Damir, I wanna by myself at the moment but if I do get with him then it is what it is" I shrug my shoulders

"Mannn ight whatever but we cool?"

"Yeah we are but where yo clothes at?" I giggled

"Come on"

"Come on whattt we not finna fuck boy" I laughed

"Solé if we not gon be together then let's do this shit one last time"

"Samir..is there a reason?"

"Closure"

I get up and walk over to him.

"Don't go hard please" I look at him

"What you sore or sum?"

"Maybe, just don't go hard"

"Ight, but I can't make no promises"

TS~

"I said don't go hard!" I said rubbing my neck

"I said I can't make no promises" he said kissing me

"Stop kissing me"

"Stop playing wit me" he said getting up

"Where u going?"

"To the trap, I gotta handle sum"

"Mmm ok, be safe" I said getting up

"Gimme a kiss..."

"No, we both got the closure we needed..."

I put my clothes on and he stands in front of me.

"Move..."

"I ain't moving til I get my kiss..."

I look at him and get on my tippy toes and he grabs my neck in kisses me. I tried to pull back but he wouldn't let me, seconds go by and he picks me up.

"Wait..put me down" I said breathing hard

"When I call you later on you gon answer right?"

"Yes.."

He puts me down in kisses me one time and walks out. I sit on my bed stare at the wall, thinking about what the fuck just happened. I get up and take a shower and take a plan B, I do my hair and wash my bed sheets. I call the girls over and they come 20 minutes later.

Nikki:"wassup girl?"

Tamia:"heyy its smell good in here"

Sole:"thank you, but y'all wanna go out or sum? I been bored all day"

Tamia:"we can you talk to Curtis?"

Sole:"yeah but only fa a little tho"

Nikki:"mmk but what you want do? I need to get my nails done asap!"

Tamia:"for real, Donovan hasn't been answering the phone in a couple of days, I tried everything but he not picking up"

Sole:"I can call Rocco and ask fa you" I said picking up my phone

Nikki:"I already tried that"

Sole:"well damn, hopefully he not doing nun stupid"

Tamia:"yeah hopefully..."

I put on my shoes and we leave and go the nails shop, after that we get some food. I get text from a random number and its picture of a dude sleeping and some girl hiding her face.

Sole:"what the fuck y'all look at this!" I show them

Tamia:"that look like Donovan..."

Nikki:"it does a little bit..but we don't know for sure, so don't freak out T"

TS~

We go to Nikki and Rocco's house and the boys was sitting on the couch.

Rocco:"wassup sis" he said giving me a hug

"Hi Rocco, where my nephew?" I said as a dog came up to me and I picked him up

I sit on the couch and Tamia sat next to me. She didn't even look at Donovan and he was confused, but hopefully he didn't cheat on her because if he did she will never forgive him.