Trust The Process

Chapter 30~Resentment

Solé POV~

It was the next day and I was at Curtis house in his homeboys was over. They was playing the game and I was on the couch lying on my side on my phone scrolling on tik tok. Curtis was barely talking to me and usually he'd be all up on me but he'on even know I'm here frl.

They being all loud and one of his lil friends was flirting wit me and he ain't do nun, but I guess he just layed back like that.

Curtis:"man you can't play fa shit" he laughs

Mike:"nigga shut up, I was locked up for two years, whatchu expect?" He chuckles

Tylor:"I ain't go lie, I'm hungry asf twin, you got some food?" He said looking up from his phone

Curtis:"yeah I do" He leaned back to me and tapped my shoulder "bae?"

I didn't answer and kept scrolling cuz he was lowkey pissing me off. He snatched my phone and I sigh and look at him.

Solé:"yes Curtis?"

Curtis:"can you go get us some snacks in shit? It don't matter what you get"

Solé:"y'all got legs, ion see what the problem is that they can't it they selfs" I said snatching my phone back and I walk to his room and slam the door a little

Curtis POV~

Here she go doing to much. I shake my head and we all got up and went to the kitchen.

Mike:"yo wassup wit ol girl?"

Tylor:"yeah she pissed as fuck at chu, you not hittin it right or sum?"

Mike:"that personal ass question" he laughs

Curtis:"right, but ion wassup wit my baby, she was all happy earlier na she all closed off and shit" I shake my head and drink my water

Mike:"damn...ion think she like us twin"

Curtis:"She do, she just gotta warm up to y'all first, she cool people for real"

Tylor:"whatever you say man but I got next on the game" he said walking out the kitchen

Mike:"come on 1v1 twin" he walks behind him

I take a deep breath and walk to my room.

"Baby? You sleep?" I close the door behind me

"No..I'm in the bathroom" she said and I walk in

"Wassup wit chu? Why you being all mean and shit?"

"Because..I thought we was gon spend the whole day together, but yo homeboys came and fucked it up and you didn't even tell me they was coming" she said putting her phone down and crossing her arms

"I did tell you tho? You'on remember?"

"Curtis don't make me mad, you did not tell me" she said walk past me

"How ima make you mad when I told you! I swear yo emotions be all ova the place since yesterday Solé" I said looking at her

"Stop yelling at me! You don't have no reason to yell at me Curtis!" She said standing up in front of me

"man get out my face wit all at man, you real life doing to much, na I told you ahead of time about them coming and yet you still wearing this small ass shirt and shorts that's showing yo ass, but you'on see me getting on yo ass about it" I said pushing her back a little bit

"Don't do that, you really gon put this on me?!" She looked at me

I looked her and sighed.

"So nah you wanna sigh and shit? Don't worry about it ima just call on my friends to come get me" she said sitting on the bed and putting on her shoes

Solé POV~

After I was done putting my shoes on I got and went to his bathroom and got my phone. I put on a hoodie and started walking towards the door but he wrapped one of his arms around my waist.

"Chill chill.."

"No move..I hate when you do stuff like this.." I said wiping my face

"Whatchu talk bout?"

"When we was in high school you used to act like this, like you ain't change.."

Flashback———

At lunch~

"Cutrisss, I missed you where were you in 3rd period?"

"Minding my business, why you wearing that tight ass dress?" He said pulling on it

"It's not that tight..and why you acting like you did-"

"Yooo wassup Curtis? Fresh cut I see" old homeboy 1

"Ong still gotta get my cut, but ay who dis?" Old homeboy 2 said licking his lips

"Man this my friend Solé"

Solé:💭 just a friend?...

I get up from the table and walk away.

Flashback ova———

Back in high school Me and Curtis was super close but it was something about him I didn't like. Every time someone would come around he would be all mean and treat me like I was some random bitch. I talked to him about and after that argument we stopped being friends and he moved away.

"Mama..I didn't mean to make you feel like that.."he pulled me in front of him

"But you did..again..again, you've been doing this like you ashamed of me or something you don't show me off at all and I hate that, I'm yo girlfriend and you treat me make I'm just someone you fuck and tell to leave when that's not the case at all" I look down and wiping my face

"Look at me mama.."

I put my head up and look away from him.

"Solé..come on baby"

I look at him and he kisses me and I kiss him back. He picks me up and I pull back.

"Not tonight...I wanna go back to my house"

"Sol- I'm not mad at chu I just wanna go home" I said interrupting him

I call somebody to come and get me in I cried as soon as I got in the car.

"Mama what's wrong wit chu, I gotta go fuck him up?"

"Samir, no please..can I go to your house,please?"

"Youon gotta ask mama.."

We get there and I went straight to his bed and got comfortable.

"You need anything?" Samir said looking at me

"Sleep with me...please"

He got in the bed with me and I laid on his chest and went to sleep.

Being with Samir is easy, and he doesn't act like Curtis, he doesn't change around people he stays the same. Maybe I made a mistake?