Trust The Process

Chapter 22~Different Moves

Solé POV~

It's been a month since everything went down with Samir in the Nova situation. I cried, on my way back home, and I went home with my mom she been making me feel better somewhat, but I'm still not over it. I loved Mir and for him to this to me, I just couldn't rap my head around it.

I was in my room and my mom walked in.

Soleéanna:"hi baby how ya feeling?"

Solé:"I little better..just thinking about where I went wrong"

She looks at me with a confused expression.

Soleéanna:"what do you mean? You didn't do anything wrong here. He's at fault okay?"

Solé:"I know..but I miss him..it's been a month since everything and I still wanna be around him but I can't." I cross my arms

Soleéanna:"and why is that?"

Solé:"because Tamia said that she was gonna do sun to me if I look at him,think about it him,talk to him, even when I do my thing I can't use him to help me out"

She laughs a little bit and I shake my head.

Solé:"Ma it's not funny!"

Soleéanna:"yes it is! But I understand where she coming from with that..but seriously I have a question."

Solé:"what is it?"

Soleéanna:"would you take him back if he explained things to you?"

Solé:"to be honest..I don't know..I just keep getting hurt by the people I put trust in.."

I tear up a little and she hugs me. A seconds later I get a call from the girls saying that they're on their way to my house to cheer me up. My mom leaves the room and I take a shower. After my shower I put some clothes on in do my hair with some music playing in the back.

In the middle of that the girls walk in with food and some shopping bags.

Solé:"Not y'all went shopping without me!" I roll my eyes

Tamia:"we went fa you..well Nikki got her some stuff" she said sitting on the bed

Nikki:"In did! But got some stuff fa you too sooo, but who you getting good fa?!"

Tamia:"it's better not be Samir ugly ass"

Solé:"it's not..I just wanted to look good or whatever.."

Tamia:"period! And I'm glad you are because we are...."

Nikki/Tamia:"GOING OUT TO NIGHT!!"

Solé:"going where?"

Tamia:"it's all up to you cuz today is about you"

Nikki:"I was thinking about going out to eat!!"

They were going back in forth on what to, and out of nowhere I started thinking about a strip club.

Solé:"let's go to a strip club!"

Nikki:"yes..I thought I was the only one who was getting tired of dick..." she said smiling

Tamia:"nah yo ass just gay! But yeah we can do that we gon look as fuck tonight."

Solé:"yesss we are!!!"

Time skip~

Samir POV~

Samir:"man I don't want to go."

Donovan:"man get out cho feels..it's been a month since everything went down..you need to have some fun"

Rocco:"ong you do bro so we going to the strip tonight"

Samir:"the only way ima have fun is with my wife..I miss her yo and I can't even call her.."

Rocco:"it's gon be alright man..just have fun to night.."

We get there and that shit was jumping we already had a section, so we sat down and took a few shots. They was playing some good music so it was coo but I still wanted Solé fine ass wit me.

Solé POV~

Me and the girls were dancing and taking shots of course, and just having a good time. I was on the dance floor shaking my ass in doing my thang and the girls were hyping me up.

As I was still dancing, I felt someone come behind me, it felt like it was a boy so I turned around and seen my old boy best friend, Curtis.

Solé:"OMG HEYYYY" I say hugging him

He hugs me back.

Curtis:"wassup Leé..let's go somewhere else so I can hear you better!"

I tell the girls that I'll be back and go with him. We go to the far back and it was a lot quieter and I took a sit in so did he.

Solé:"sooo wassup I missed you!!" I say pushing him a little bit

He chuckles

Curtis:"I missed you too honestly..how you been tho? I see you looking different this time around in shit" He smiles at me

Solé:"Yeahhhh you know, but I've been good, chilling."

Curtis:"mhm I seen you turn up fa yo birthday last month, how old you is na?"

Solé:"19!! I'm almost in my twenties...scared as shit na.." I shake my head

Curtis:"ain't nothing to be scared about ma..but that we caught up on each other..let's go dance." He stands up

I nodded my head and he took my hand and we went back to dancing, and took some more shots. I did feel eyes on me but I just brushed it off. I was wayyy too drunk.