chapter 6. 《unknown Feeling》

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(Post traumatic all-night-long by salvia.)

Tw, panic attack, thought of murdering.

3rd person POV

Dabi just stared at the red winged male on the floor, he felt bad causing what ever this was.

...wait-
He felt bad? He never feels bad for people, especially heroes.
When the accident happened, Dabi thought his feelings went with it.
Clearly not.
He never feels bad when Twice loses his mask and panics about it, or when Toga has one of her breakdowns or- or when Shigaraki just stares at the hands on his face with a sad look on his crusty-musty assface, especially his sister and mother, defently not his fathers'.
Dabi never admits it but the League of Villains sorta has a soft spot in his heart, but he never feels guilt or empathy or bad when ever he sees them sad.

But he feels bad...for a hero?
Heroes are the reason he is like this.
Especially someone from his past that gave him trauma, the reason for sleepless nights, using his fire too much- still thinking he can still make him proud, the reason for his scars, for over training, for almost dying.

Dabi never liked the idea of killing or hurting people, but Endeavor is the the only reason he thinks about hurting and killing someone.

'The red haired bastard is the reason of all of this.' Dabi thought.
"Hey! I'm not gonna do anything." Dabi said, his voice was sweet and low.
The feeling never went away after he said that, so Dabi walked forward and kneeled down to Hawks eye level.
He had the glass of water in his one hand, the other the plate of 2 plain slices of bread. He sat the food down and slowly trying to get closer to the other.
When Hawks flinched, and tried backing into the wall more, Dabi stopped.

"Can you try and breath for me?" Dabi asked.
Hawks tried to stop his hyperventilation, while Dabi tried showing Hawks how to get his breath back.
When Hawks breath eventually equaled, he breathed in and out with the villain.
'Why is he being nice to me?' Was the only thing going through the stressed hero.
'Why?'

"...-nt some water?" Dabi asked, making Hawks jump a little being lost in thought for a while.
Hawks looked at Dabi's sulfur fire looking eyes, before looking away, blushing a little.

Hawks took the water and took small sips at a time, still in thought. The ice cold water sent a shiver down his spine, since he didn't really have any source of warmth, his jacket got taken away from him when he got here.
His jacket had a few hidden pockets with back up smoke bombs, mini knives, a back up walkie-talkie.
And his phone.

Dabi saw that the hero was cold, it was raining and below 0 °C in here.
"I'll be back." Dabi said, standing up wanting to get a extra jacket for the Pro.
"Make sure to eat."
When the tall(ish) male was about to close the door, a small sneeze came from the chicken.
'Don't you dare be sick.' He thought...

...the feeling of wanting to protect and take care of the bird never left Dabi the whole time.

Words, 539

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