Unleashed

Diary Entry

Friday, 19th July, 5:43pm

Dear diary,
I turned 11 today... And my parents spoke to me.
At first I didn't think anything of it... But they're starting to notice things...
They're starting to notice that leaving the house once a month. I didn't mean to get caught, but the window slammed and I had to run so they didn't see me. I only just made it into the woods in time... But they were so worried about me.
Scott told me not to bother, that I couldn't go back.
After I changed I watched them from the edge of the woods. I don't black out anymore.
Scott taught me to control it. Now I remember everything.

They asked me if I was feeling OK. I told them I was, but they know when I'm lying. They know that something's up. They try to ignore the fact that I disappear once a month during the night... They only check for me on the full moon...
I wonder if they know...
Should I tell them?
What if they throw me out...

But that's not all... I can smell a different... Dangerous smell.

Tuesday, 23rd July, 1:07am

Dear diary,

It's been 4 days since my birthday... Something happened yesterday...
I met the boy with the dangerous smell...
He was a vampire...
I don't know what he done...
He changed me somehow...
My eyes used to be Amber...
The boy bit me and they turned red...
Now they're really bright blue...

I don't know what's happening to me...
I killed someone last night...
I didn't mean to... But I smelled their blood... Not like I usually do, it was different this time. I could almost see the image of me sinking my teeth into their neck and draining them of blood... So I did it.
But the worst part... Is that I don't regret it.
I want to do it again.
I want more.

I can't control myself anymore. Scott told me that I'm a hybrid... I'm half werewolf, half vampire. I'm dangerous, and there's no one else like me.
I'm scared... I don't know what to do. I'm trying to stop, but I can't.

I want blood.
I want to kill.

I want control.

Control is the only thing I can't have.
I don't want to be like this anymore. I'm tired of being a werewolf... I'm tired of being able to hear people talking about me behind my back. They call me a freak, saying that I used to be nice but I'm angry now. I can't help it. I have a short temper now... I'll never know what my life would've been like if I was normal.

That's all I want.
A normal life.

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