Loving An Assassin |Thane Krios|

A New Beginning. 07

Our ride up in the elevator was silent. Neither of us wanted to break the ice. The elevator came to a slow stop at my quarters, and the doors slowly slid open. I was forced in a wheelchair by the doc, so that was a little humiliating, but necessary. Thane began to push me towards my room, and finally spoke.

"I know about the nightmare you had." I had already assumed he had known because of the alleged bond we had. I tried to stay nonchalant about it. "What about it? I'm fine." He scoffed "Obviously you're not fine if you just got taken to medical for heavy blood loss. Did you rip your stitches out?" I was a little appalled. "Why would I rip my own stitches out? Also, what the hell were you doing by my room?" By this point, we were inside my cabin with the door closed. Thane sighed and said "I told you, I could smell the blood from inside the elevator."

I raised an eyebrow. "You do realize I have the only room on this level?" "I'm aware." "So what were you actually doing up here?" He turned around and faced my aquarium. "I wanted to apologize for earlier. I did not know your history with abandonment. I did look into your file." I was a bit taken aback. "You went in my file? I never said you could do that." Thane turned to look at me and he had the one emotion I hated the most in his eyes. Pity. "I went in your file because you had a strong reaction for someone who had sex with me once. I did not realize the level of abandonment issues you had." Now I was angry. "Don't talk about my abandonment issues." He squatted down to my level in the wheelchair. "You were abandoned at an orphanage when you were 6 years old, where you met Commander Shepard. You lied on your paperwork in order to join the Alliance at 16 years old. You are one of two soldiers who survived the slaughter on Akuze. You died last year when the Normandy was attacked by the Collectors, and you were brought back by Miranda and her team at Cerberus. You have had an incredibly difficult life and you put up this nonchalant exterior in hopes no one will notice."

At this point, I was in tears. I hated having my history put out in front of me, especially when I was already vulnerable. I stood up out of the wheelchair and almost fell over. Thane caught me. I shoved him away. "Don't touch me." Thane simply said "I know you want nothing to do with me, and I understand why. But you clearly need help getting around for today as your stitches are still healing. Chawkwas said you should be healed up fully by tomorrow, but you have to take it easy for today. I'm staying up here with you so you don't have to do much except heal." I scoffed and said "I don't want you up here with me, I can take care of myself." He put a hand on the small of my back and said "is that why I found you passed out in a pool of blood?"

I tried to wipe my tears without him seeing, but of course he was already watching me like a hawk and noticed. "Siha, I did not mean to make you cry. I was trying to show you I understand why you were so upset with me earlier. I should not have said what I said to you. I wasn't looking for a quick release, I wanted you because I could feel the bond. I had no intention of having sex with you, I just wanted to come up here to talk to you about it so you understood what was going on." He wiped my tears away from my eyes with his thumbs, and kissed me on the forehead. "I need to sit down, can you help me get to the bed please?" I mumbled. He lifted me up bridal style and laid me down on the bed. He started to pull my shirt up until I grabbed his hands. "What are you doing?" He half smirked and said "I'm trying to check your stitches to make sure you didn't tear them from standing for too long." I let go of his hands and let him check. He was respectful about it, and only pulled my shirt up to just under my bra. He stared intently at my stitches, running his fingers over them to make sure nothing tore. I kept getting goosebumps, but tried not to look at him. I knew he'd say something sarcastic.

What I did not expect him to do was to lean over and place a kiss on my stab wound. I looked down at him and he said "I'm going to use my venom to numb the area. I'm not trying to do anything sexual to you." Then I got a little curious. "This is probably an awkward question to ask, but why didn't your venom numb my bits when you were down there." He laughed a little bit. "Drell venom works in different ways. I can control when and how much of it I release. I can also control what type of venom I release. Drell venom can be used as a poison, as an aphrodisiac, or as a numbing agent. It depends on what I want to use. Now let me work on this." I sat there quietly, right up until I felt his tongue on my wounds. I squeaked a little, but stayed still. I was a little embarrassed, because I started to feel a little more aroused as my wounds became numb. Apparently Thane could smell it, because he looked up and said "not while you're wounded, there will be a time and a place after you heal." I wouldn't look at him as I said "I don't know what you're talking about."

I could feel the arousal getting more aggressive, but I refused. He sat on the edge of the bed and said "it's not an uncommon reaction between a mated pair, it'll settle down within a couple of weeks." I started to think about it, which is always a bad thing when I get an idea. "You said you wouldn't have sex with me, but what if I want to?" "No." He went to stand up, and I grabbed his forearm. He had a warning look in his eyes. "Siha." I managed to get my hand around the back of his neck and slammed my lips onto his. He pulled away momentarily and looked up like he was saying a prayer, and then looked at me. "I will help you, but I'm not going to have sex with you." I was a little confused by that. "What does that even mean?"

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Thane put his hand directly on my p*ssy, and rubbed his palm into me. "God that feels so good." I whimpered. He lowered his lips onto mine and silenced my moans as he found my cl*t and started to rub it. I was starting to become breathless, so he started kissing my jaw and neck. My back arched as my first orgasm ripped through me. He decided he wasn't done yet, and slid two fingers into me. I felt him curl his fingers up, and then he found my G spot. I gripped his forearm as I whimpered, and dug my nails in as I orgasmed a 2nd time. I was breathing heavily when he got onto the bed.

"I thought you said you wouldn't have sex with me." He kissed my abdomen and said "this doesn't really count." He lowered his head down by my lower area and kissed the inside of my thighs before he latched onto my cl*t and sucked. I grabbed his hands that were splayed across my stomach. I could already feel my 3rd orgasm creeping up on me and tightened my legs on his head involuntarily. Then I felt a different sensation. It was pleasure, but it was magnified by 10. I looked down at him and asked "is that the aphrodisiac part of it?" He didn't answer and moved a hand down, slid two fingers in, and kept thrusting into me as he continued to rub my cl*t with his tongue. I was starting to become overstimulated, and could feel my eyes starting to water slightly. My 3rd orgasm ripped through me and it was so much more intense than the other two.
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My vision whited out momentarily, and when I came to, Thane was standing over me. "Are you ok?" "Never better actually." He smirked and said "do you want to take a quick shower to rinse off? You're sweating." I didn't even realize I had been sweating. He helped me to the shower, where I rinsed off quick and then got back in bed.  He turned to leave and I grabbed his arm. "Can you stay with me please?" He looked hesitant, but slid into the covers behind me. "How are your wounds feeling?" I honestly couldn't feel them. "They're fine, I can't feel them." That seemed to be a satisfactory enough answer, and he left it alone. I started to drift off to sleep and he said "Goodnight Siha."

Well, it's been a fat minute since I updated. Merry Christmas, it's been a rough couple of years.