*Estelle's P.O.V.*
Yesterday in this fucking party I gave my phone to Gregg,who is a guy that I kissed last night. I can't remember how things turned into this. And I hate myself for that. I totally regret it and I can't believe that I did such a thing without even thinking the consequences.
Finally,my phone rang and I was afraid if it was him. My heart stopped beating for a little because I didn't know what I should do. I mean should I pick up the phone or not? But I felt that I had to pick up my phone because maybe it would be Gregg who was calling me and I had to ask him what exactly happened last night. Also,I had to explain him what I feel for him and clarify everything.
''Hello?'',I asked
''Hey,it's Gregg,are you feeling better?'',he kindly asked me.
''Yeah,I am feeling good,maybe a little dizzy,but far better than yesterday. Thanks for asking.'',I said to him.
''Oh that's great.Ehmm you know..I was wondering if you want to go out this afternoor maybe for a walk or to grab some coffee and talk?'',he offered me.
''Yes I truly want this. How good of you to suggest me something like that!''I told. I was feeling quite bizarre because nobody have ever asked me to go out for a date. Especially a boy. I was kinda shocked.
''Amazing! Should we will meet at the bus station nearby to Tiffany's Grill?''
''Okay,that's awesome.How about 8pm?'',I suggested.
''Yes,see you there''
''Byee'',I said and I ended our phone call.
It was 13am and I had a lot of time to get prepared.First of all, I had to apologize to my parents for being late and for returning home drunk. It was so immature of me. But sometimes is difficult to apologize because a simple apology won't work but I had to work a little hard to earn my parents' forgiveness. So,I went to my parents' room and I opened their door.
''Mum and dad I am so sorry for being late and drunk yesterday'',I said to them.
''We are so angry.Maybe it was better to stay home last night.'',my father said.
''But I am really sorry,I shouldn't have stayed out late.''
''Yes but you did it Estelle,and it was a mistake of you.'',my mother told me.
''I will try to manage my time better next time,it's a promise.'',I promised to them.
''There will not be next time.What you did was unacceptable.'',my father was so pissed of.
''So,that's why me and your father decided to punished you.''
''But this is so unfair.Peter,(my brother), stayed out last week and you didn't punished him.So why you are mad at me?'',I asked them while tears streamed down my face.
''It's older than you,it's not the same.You will not go out for one week.End of story'',my mother told me and then I went to my room quickly.
I burst out crying,because all of these are unfair. But basically,it's kinda my fault. I have to blame myself for that. Also,my parents are so strict that they are always overreacting.
So I had to call Gregg and postpone our date,while he was the first guy who asked me for a date. I was waiting for that a long time and now I had to put our date off. That's insane and I hate myself for that.
After hours of crying,I decided that I will do everything to go out with Gregg even if I had to deal with the consequences. Cause I really like him a lot,and I don't want to lose this chance to hang out with him.
So,I was going to...
