*Estelle's P.O.V.*
I was just staring at him trying to find the right words to say. But I realized that I couldn't say the truth, because he will think that I am a crazy stupid adolescent who falls in love with boys she doesn't even know.
But that wasn't the truth. Or I thought it wasn't. Because I believe that I wasn't supposed to be ashamed of myself only to be addicted to his voice. It was something normal.
I couldn't stop staring at him due to the fact that he was waiting patiently for me to answer. I have to give him some answers immediately.
''How do you know my name?'', he repeated his question.
"I have listened to some of your covers. First on radio and then on YouTube.", I finally told him.
"This is unbelievable. And what did you think about them?''
Fortunately, for my own good my parents were sitting next to us but they didn't listen to our conversation. They didn't even realize that I am talking to Louis. But it was Peter, my brother, who was gazing at us without saying anything.
''I could tell that I found them quite good. You really have talent.'', I told him.
I couldn't start telling him how addicted I became to his angelic voice and how obsessed I was only with the idea of meeting him. He will obviously think that I am insane. And he will probably be right. Thanks God that things turned out like that because who could believe that I will have the opportunity to meet him and talk to him without being panicked as I always do when I am close to boys I feel something for them. Even I feel the slightest and deepest feeling.
And I was feeling that I was taken aback by the way he was smiling. He has a bright smile and when he smiles,his cheeks crumple all the way up to his eyes, giving him an outstanding look.
I was explained to him how much talent he has. I urge him that he should not quite singing. He has an amazing voice that brights me up. He thanked me while he was admitting that he was so grateful to me.
''But you didn't intoduce yourself.'', Louis told me.
''My name is Estelle.''
''Nice to meet you even though we are under those circumstances'', he said pointing to his face which was full of bruises.
''I am so sorry about what happened to you.''
''Don't say that. It was your boyfriend's fault, not yours.''
''I told you again that he is not my boyfriend. I barely know him''
''So you think that you need time to know him so as to hook up with him? It doesn't make sense''
''You misunderstood what I said. No,of course not! I mean that uhmm..''
''That means you want to hook up with Gregg if you know him better?''
''Hell no! But it's none of your business.''
Louis had become indiscreet and he rendered me uncapable of being relaxed. I truly didn't know what I feel for Gregg. Neither if I feel something. I wasn't sure if I like him. The problem is that I didn't want to hurt him because I was sure that I was feeling something about Louis. But I can't forget that Gregg hurted Louis.
''And why Gregg did that to you?''
''I was the one who started the fight and he was so pissed of with me so he decided to hit me.''
''I can't believe that Gregg did such a thing!''
I asked Louis what happened between him and Gregg because I was so confused. I spent a lot of time with him explaining to me the whole story. Once, Louis was in love with a girl named Marie. He was in the same class with her and they used to hang out. Finally he was in relationship with her which didn't last at all due to the fact that Marie has realationship with Gregg. And the sadest thing was that Marie choosed Gregg over Louis.
Marie ripped Louis' heart into pieces and I was so sorry about him. He deserves more. And I was feeling so bad for him.
At some point, my dad and my brother leaved the room. I was the one who will spent the night taking care of my mum. Doctors said to Louis that he will stay to the hospital for 3 days, until this Wednesday. This means that I was able to spend three whole days with Louis. And I realized that I have the opportunity to know him better. But I didn't have the slightest idea of what I have to do with Gregg.
Time has passed while I was having fun with Louis. And I had to go for sleep even if I wanted to continue talking to him till the next morning.
'' I have to sleep because tommorow I have school.'', I said to him.
''Goodnight then.'',he told me and then he smiled again.
''Goodnight Louis.''
I laid next to my mum on the bed which was only for the visitors. I was trying to fall asleep but the only thing I was thinking was Louis and only Louis.
Days ago I thought that I don't need anybody else because I will be alright alone but today I was proven wrong. I am sure that I really need him.
(1 YEAR AGO THIS DAY I WAS IN ITALY IN 1D CONCERT. I AM SO HAPPY BC THIS WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I COULDN'T FEEL BETTER. I AM SO SAD THAT ONE YEAR HAS PASSED SO QUICKLY BUT SIMULTANEOUSLY I AM SO HAPPY THAT I SAW THEM LIVE. I HEARD LOUIS ANGELIC VOICE. I LISTENED TO HARRY'S JOKES. I SAW NIALL'S AMAZING SMILE. I LISTENED TO ZAYN'S HIGH NOTES. I STARED AT LIAM'S SMILE. I SAW THE 5/5 AND WILL NEVER REGRET HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. I HOPE THAT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WILL SEE THEM LIVE ONE DAY!!)
Next update this Sunday!!
All the love,
Stella xx
