"When we will go out again?",Gregg asked me while he was holding my hand as we were walking.
"Umm", I shuttered. "Are you free this Saturday?", I asked him. I think that Gregg and I are in a relationship but he hadn't made that clear to me. He always asked me to go out and today we kissed many times. I don't know how he feels about me, but I like him a lot and I like that we spend great time together every time we hang out.
"I am invited to a friend's party so I can't make it. How about next Sunday?",he suggested to me.
and gave me a hug.
"I think it's okay for next Sunday.", I told him.
I didn't want to leave because we were having amazing time the two of us , but I had to be home on time.
So I tell him that I should go home and he accompanied me at my way to home. I think he acts so politely when it comes to being with me. He treats me the best he can and I couldn't ask something more, he is what I need so as to be a little more happy.
As soon as I arrived home, I change my clothes into my pyjamas and I headed to my bed.
I laid on my bed and I kept thinking about how disappointed I am with Louis' behavior towards Gregg. Also, I freaked out when I realized that tomorrow is Monday and I had to face my classmates for one more time. I think I can not handle more drama cause already so much are going through my mind those days. So I hope that tomorrow nobody will make me feel useless anymore because I cant stand any bitchy comments on me.
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Next morning I didn't wake up on time and that was the reason of me being a little bit late as usual.
I was running through the school's aisle so as to arrive as fast as I could at my History class until Marie approached me.
She shouted out my name about three times. I didn't know what was the reason of her asking for me but I couldn't care less about her.
I started walking faster and faster but she grabbed my hand and stopped me.
"Hey umm w- we need to t- talk.", she shuttered. Why does she still mess with me?
"There is nothing to talk about. Just leave me alone for one fucking time!", I yelled at her. Saying that I was horrified would be an understatement. I completely freaked out when she said that she wants to talk to me. She probably want to beat the shit out of me and I want to run at the toilets and lock myself there so as to be alone for a while.
"For fuck's shake, I'm trying my best to be nice but you don't help me by raising your voice!",Marie yelled back. She scared me while she was yelling at me and I was helpless for one more time because nobody was there to pull me away from her and I thought that I couldn't move any particle of my entire body. Although I didn't want to, I had to listen to her.
"Fine! What do you want for me?", I asked her. I wanted this to end.
I dont want to see her anymore, let alone talk to her. I just want to be alone because I think that whatever she will going to tell me, she will piss me off and I am sure that I will end up crying again.
'Eveything is gonna be okay', I whispered to myself.
"I just want to apologize to you. You know Estelle I don't want to keep hurting you. So, I am really sorry for the way I was treating you the last two months.", Marie said being kinda sad.
That was the last thing I was expecting to hear from her. This can't be happening.
I couldn't believe that she was apologizing for everything that has ever done to me.
Maybe this is one of her fucking games. Maybe as soon as our conversation end, she will make fun of me with her friends. I just can't believe she made up with all these.
"And now am I supposed to believe that you actually are sorry?", I asked her. I want her to be honest and I hope that she meant what she said to me, but probably she still want to hurt me all the more by acting like she regretted that she was treating my like a trash.
"Yes, I am really sorry for treating you like a trash. I am sorry that I slapped you and I am also sorry that I was calling you some bad names. Damn, I am sorry for making you cry.", Marie apologized and I was stormed by her words.
"You have to promise me that you will not do anything bad to me again.", I made her promise to me that she will not hurt me again physically or mentally cause I can't stand that anymore. School has been a living hell all these days.
"I promise you. Also, I will talk to my friends and I will advise them not to be close to you anymore.",she told me. Something in the way she talked to me made me believe her. I had to give her a chance and forgive him so as to put an end in all this mess.
"Then, I think I can forgive you.", I said. I was feeling better after Marie's apologie and she caught me off guard because she is not the type of using the word sorry on her everyday vocabulary.
"Thanks Estelle.",she told me. Marie seemed somewhat relieved.
"We have to go to our class, the bell have already rung.", I told her and I started walking through our History class.
"Wait!", I heard someone calling my name again. I stopped walking and I saw Marie standing behind me.
"I am throwing my birthday party this Saturday at my home. And I will be glad if you come now because umm... you know.. things turn into better between us.", she told me. I couldn't believe that Marie invited me at her birthday party.
I want to go there so badly but on the other hand I am thinking that I had to go alone due to the fact that I don't have any close friend from school who will go at the party.
" Maybe I will come for a little.", I told her. I know I will be alone all the time but I dont want to stay home. I want to have fun, real fun this time.
But, I didn't know where I put myself into after I accepted Marie's invitation...
