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*Estelle's P.O.V.*
It is just a typical Monday afternoon and I am laying on my bed listening to some good songs of The Script. I'm thinking that it will be quite awesome if I finally manage to go at their live performance, because that will be a memorable experience for me.
I just returned from the hospital where I went to visit my mother and I am feeling a little bit tired after all that happened the whole day. I have to study for tomorrow but I can't be concentrated enough in order to study for my school lessons.
So, I decided to connect to the Internet so as to chat with Hellen, Skyler and Penny, my best internet friends that they are the only one who always care about me. I type fastly a message and I sent it to our group chat.
We decided that we will go out this Friday night only the four of us, because I really need their advice. I am feeling so complicated due to the fact that I don't know how to handle the situation with Gregg. I really like him but after our first date, he didn't even try to call me and then I met Louis at the hospital and I am so damn confused because I can't figure what I am feeling for him.
After a while, I took a shower in order to relax and then I went to the kitchen to cook something to eat, because my father was at his work and he didn't manage to cook for lunch. I was starving so I fried some potatoes and an egg and I served them on a plate adding a lot of ketchup.
Then, I listened to by brother unlocking his room door headed to me. I was staring at him without saying anything 'cause I hols grudges to him because of what happened this morning at school.
''Didn't someone tell you that staring at others it is not right?'', he asked me with an ironic tone at his voice.
''Didn't someone teach you how to have good manners?'', I hissed.
''How dare you talking to me like that?'', my brother asked me. He looked kinda confused because as I thought, he probably didn't figure out how pissed I was with him. Typical Peter,he never understands when he is wrong.
''What is wrong with you? '',I snapped. I was furious because Peter used to make me very enraged. ''Why you told me this morning that you care about me and then when you saw me being helpless ,during the fight with Marie and her friends,you didn't even come to help me?'', I asked him.
He hesitated to answer me for a while, maybe he couldn't find the appropriate words to say.
''And what did you expect me to do?'', he asked me. I couldn't understand why he couldn't find out how he had to react that morning. Sometimes my brother act so stupid and I hate that side of himself.
''How about yelling at Marie because you know that I can never defend myself?'', I said to Peter but he didn't seem to understand his fault.
''I don't wanna be the bad guy who threaten her and you know that the problem was between them and you, not me.'',he uttered giving me a sinister look.
''The fact is that you didn't dare to argue with Marie for me because-'', I said and he cut me off.
''Because what?'',he asked me.
''Because you like her and you expect from her to like you back'', I told him. I was completely sure that my brother likes Marie and he didn't dare to tell her to stop threaten me, because my brother wanted not to call her bad names. His goal was to make Marie care about him and not puss her away from him due to his attitude.
''You have to understand that I wanted to help you because you are my sister and I care about you. But, on the other side it was Marie that I like a lot. And it wasn't right to support one of you.'',my brother admitted.
''Are you insane? You think that Marie is as important as your family? As me?'',I yelled.
''Shut the fuck up! It was your fault that your team lost the match! Get over it.'',my own brother spated.
''I can't believe you are defending her.'', I spated back at him. I was so fucking furious.
He looked at me with his evil look and then he moved his hand so as to hit me at my face. I was stormed by his actions. My own brother want to hit me,because he changed some words.
''GET AWAY FROM ME!'',I screamed throwing my plate far away.
My eyes get wet and I headed to my room running through the aisles. I put on my sweater and I left home. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know where I should go. And I didn't know to who I should speak to.
I didn't want to stay at my home with my brother. My internet friends live far away from me and I couldn't go visit them. I couldn't call Gregg, because I don't know what to say to him after the last time that we went out for a dinner and we kissed . I didn't have another friends from my shcool. In addition,my dad is probably at work or he is driving at the hospital.
So,the only place that I could go is the hospital to visit my mother.
And see my dad if he was already there.
And also Louis.
Don't forget about Louis.
Louis. Louis. Louis.
I smiled at the thought of Louis being there and talking to me so as to make me forget about what happened with my brother. He is one of those guys who can make you feel happy for a while.
I started running and then finally I arrived at the hospital. As I was walking through the aisle, I met accidentally my brother and my motherwho they were sitting at the small living room watching television.
I tried to hide my tears wiping them with my sleeve of my sweater. I didn't want them to know what happened previously with my brother at home, because I was totally sure that they will defend him no matter what.
''Hey'', I managed to say.
They greeted me and they hugged me.
''Maybe I will go into your room mum.'',I said because I really wanted to see Louis right now.
''Go wherever you are but come here at least in 30 mins,because I have to drive you back at home so as to study for tomorrow.'',my father said to me.
''Yes I will be right here in a while.'', I told them.
I headed to room 204 and I opened the door. The room was haunted by darkness. None seems to be there. Louis was nowhere to be found and I thought that maybe he was somewhere outside the building. Maybe the doctors let him to go for a walk because he was stucked there all day long. But I was wrong.
But his bed was empty. His bag was missing and his stuff weren't there.
Then I realized that Louis had already left from the hospital for ever.He probably was at his home.
He left me alone...
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