Lisa's Pov
It's been a month since my last encounter with Jennie and it's been a week since she started dating Taehyung. I chased her first even before she met him. But the luck wasn't on my side I guess.
Here I am, sitting on a bench here in the school field. Watching a lovely sight in there, a not so far away from where I was.
She's currently leaning on his shoulder while his left arm was wrapped around her shoulder as he read a books of I don't know what about. She's listening tentatively. They looks so lovely, a perfect couple indeed.
I can't keep my self from staring at them, so I just keep on staring.
I suddenly woke up in my trance when a person sat beside me. But I stilled."Stop hurting yourself, it's not healthy y'know." Jeongyeon said. She's one of my best of friend, I just got busy this past few months for chasing Jennie that's why I'm having a hard time to hang out with them. Actually I missed them a lot but am still not in the mood to hang around.
I sighed not giving Jeongyeon a glance.
"Ryujin were preparing a party for tonight's at their house, let's get drunk and forget life. If you want to of course." she babbled.
I'm about to say 'no' when I met Jennie's eyes. We locked into each others gaze and I can't pinpoint of what she was thinking at this moment. I just looked back at her blankly, pain visible in my eyes before deciding to get up and pat Jeongyeon on the shoulder as I mumbled 'count me in' to her and leave the place with a heavy heart.
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Smell of alcohol and sweat from the people gathering and dancing around lingers in my nostrils as I stepped into Ryujin's house.
This is looked like a club more than a house.
Ryujin and the others greeted me as I proceed towards the fridge in the kitchen. I pick one bottle of vodka, opened it and drank of course. I just keep on watching everyone while enjoying my alone time and my drinks. Hindi ko namalayan na nakakailang bote na pala ako and I'm a bit tipsy na rin.
So I was startled when someone tap my shoulder. It's my older sister Minnie with her best friend Irene and their friends.
"Wanna join us to get wasted for tonight lil sis?" she asked grinning widely at me.
"It's my pleasure to hangout with my sister and her gorgeous friends!" I answered giddily. They all giggles and we walk towards the middle of the living room to dance.
We all just dancing while drinking until I met Irene's gaze. We locked each others gaze for a while and I felt myself heating up because of her intense stare.
Diko na masyadong namalayan na magkaharapan nalang pala kami at patuloy sa pag sasayaw. But we never broke our staring contest until I pulled her towards me by the waist and hugging her while dancing. She wrapped her hands around my nape.
We are just dancing when I felt myself getting hard and I started to gently grind my erection on Irene's crotch, I know she felt it because her arms tightened around my nape. Hindi ko alam kung nasa tamang katinuan paba ako pero I followed what my body desires.
So I continue to grind my self at her, I thought she might get mad at me but I felt her grinding back at me breathing heavily and releasing soft moans right beside my ear.
"mmh, Lis." she moaned when I started licking her nape as we grinding our bottom part not minding the people around.
"Upstair." Irene mumbled against my ear. I know what she meant by that so I asked her first.
"You sure?"
"Yes Lis, I can't take it anymore." she pants.
I glance around me to see that the people around us were just minding their own business and also my sister. I looked back at Irene and nodded.
We immediately run through the hallway up to the stairs and enter one of the room.
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I woke up and turn to look at the side table and it's still 2:34am with Irene beside me both of us naked. Do I feel bad? Aside from the pleasure I'd felt last night, yes. I felt bad for her because we did it when I was thinking that it was Jennie whom I made love with. I'm just glad I didn't moan Jennie's name or else it'll be awkward.
I suddenly cut on my trance when I felt Irene move and opened her eyes. She smile faintly at me but there was something in her eyes I couldn't tell.
"Irene I'm so-" she me off.
"Don't, parehas natin ginusto 'to and we aren't that drunk last night not to remember what happened to us." she said softly.
"But still-" she cut me again.
"I know Lis, kahit di mo sabihin alam kong si Jennie and iniisip mo noong mga oras na ginagawa natin yun."
"Why you didn't stop me?" I asked dumbly.
"You know the truth Lis, you knew to yourself how much I like you ever since. But I also known from the very start that I don't have a chance, I just let this thing happens." she whispered.
"I'm sorry Irene. You're beautiful but you don't deserve someone like me." I said as I looked down.
"I know I'm beautiful, idiot. I know who has your heart and I still respect that. But don't worry hindi ako nagsi sising we just had sex. Uhm.. I just find it odd because we're now talking as if we aren't naked right now." she said shyly and blushed.
I noticed it too as well, as my thing currently poking her stomach.
"Oh' sorry about that." I said embarrassedly. She just chuckled and suddenly went on top of me. And I felt her center already wet on my crotch.
"I know this is sound so slutty but I can't get enough of you, just let me enjoy this time while both of us are still single. After this just let forget about last night and today, but for now.." she paused as she lift herself up and hold my thing' positioning it to make it enter hers.
"Just fuck me hard for the last time." she said desperately and seductively as she began riding me harshly.
We did it till the sun's arises and both of us were exhausted. And gaya ng sinabi nya paglabas namin ng bahay na yon ay kinalimutan namin ang lahat na para bang hindi nangyari ang bagay na 'yon. But there's a part of me that I felt guilty. Guilty because of Irene's feelings towards me that I can't give it back to her and guilty in some other reason too.
It feels like I'm cheating on someone. Someone who's happy being with someone else.
To be continued..
a/n: By the way, I already posted this series on Facebook for a long time ago now. So kung may makapansin man sa inyo na parang pamilyar ang story plot na to sa inyo e baka nabasa nyo na nga. This is my own work. I didn't copy nor stole it from other author. PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME.
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