68th Hunger Games// Y/n

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"Y/n" Lindsay murmurs

"Yes?"

"Is it bad?" She asks and I bite my lip

"It's not good" I say and she chuckles. Goosebumps rise on my arms, I'm wearing only my black tank top, black cargo pants and combat boots. "But it's not bad" I say and she nods, eyes closed. I spend time cleaning her ankle and I sigh.

 Two big wounds in her ankle, other small scratches, I rinse it with the liquid from before and I wrap her ankle tightly. I sit back, she falls asleep and I cover my face, my hands are covered in blood. Tears well up and I let out a shaky breath. I hear a faint beeping and I look out of the cave, a package sits outside and I bring it in. I open it, a needle and some thread along with three syringes of clear liquid and some pills. I look at Lindsay and I know what I have to do. I get the syringe ready and I give her a shot. Her breathing relaxes and I pinch her, nothing.

"Okay, you can do this" I mutter to myself. I unwrap her ankle and disinfect everything. I start sewing the gashes in her ankle. Sweat shines on my forehead and I tie off the last stitch. I wipe her ankle down again and wrap it.

"Thank you" I whisper, whoever sent that I'm grateful. I wipe my face and freeze, blood. I grimace and start making a small fire, we don't have a lot of food, maybe the boys are hunting. I maintain the small fire, keeping an eye on Lindsay while also finding rocks to cover the entrance. I lay down and my mind drifts to my younger siblings, I have to survive. For them. Beckett and Rowan come in and see us

"Oh my god. No" Rowan mutters

"Y/n?" Beck asks worriedly

"Yea?" I sit up and their expressions soften.

"Is she okay?" Rowan asks, glancing at Lindsay

"Yeah, we were sent sewing supplies and medicine" I say and they nod

"We have food and water" Rowan says and he holds up some fish and some squirrels

"Mm" my stomach rumbles

"I'll cook the food" Rowan says and I nod

"Let's go wash the blood off" Beck says, pulling me up. We walk for a while and we stop at a small creek. He glances at me

"What?"

"Nothing" He muses and I scrunch my nose at him. "Here" He takes my hands and washes them off in the cold water. His eyebrows are drawn in as he focuses on my hands. I've never kissed a boy. It's a silly thought but it's the one I have right now, I've never kissed a boy. After my hands are clean he sits back and sighs, sitting up and washes my face. I don't do anything. "Thank you for staying with me"

"Of course" I smile and he smiles. Butterflies erupt in my stomach and a wave of nerves wash over me. He leans close and whispers in my ear

"May I kiss you?" He asks, so softly I almost miss it.

"Yes" I breathe and I feel his arms snake around my waist. I gently press my lips to his and he pulls me closer. I straddle his lap and hold his face. He kisses me firmly and squeezes my hips, butterflies swarm my body and his hand travels up and grabs my chest. I kiss his neck and quiet moans escape my mouth. Slowly I start rocking my hips and something digs into my inner thigh, Beck groans and grabs my hips

"Don't start anything you can't finish" He smirks and I kiss him and sit on the ground. I scrub my hair and Beckett washes his arms. After I'm washed I feel better and we start walking back. Beck holds my hand and twirls me around before planting a kiss on my lips and running away giggling. I chase him and jump on his back, kissing his cheek. We walk into the cave and I 'close the door' I sit beside Lindsay and feel her forehead. Cool. I sigh relieved and Rowan hands me and Beck a fish each

"Bon appetite" He smiles and I smile

"Thank you" We set aside a squirrel for Lindsay and packages the rest of the food.