I messed up..

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by Gay_Fagg0t_B0y

by Gay_Fagg0t_B0y

Idfk what happened time got away from me and it's all of a sudden been 6 days sorry guys🙈 anyways onto the story

Alexander's pov:

We had finished dinner with my wife and kids and were walking back up to my office. It's still slightly awkward because Thomas and I and I can tell he's deeply thinking about something. We walk into my office and sit down back at my desk and continue writing. It was completely silent but Before I knew what was happening Thomas's lips had somehow made their way to mine.

I was to shocked to move at first but I eventually kissed back. My hands made their way into thomas's hair. After a minute or two I broke away and we just looked at each other. He then stood up and started to gather his things. Neither of us said anything for what seemed like hours.

"I think I should Uhm.. go, it's late" he broke the silence. I stand up "yeah" we walk down the stairs and I open the door but before we can walk outside Philip appears out of nowhere. "So, are we just gonna pretend I didn't see you two almost kiss before dinner?" He says which startled me. "We didn't almost kiss." I say cleaning my throat while Thomas just stands there. "Mhm.." Philip says obviously not convinced.

"I'm not gonna tell mother if that's what you're worried about" he says. "Look phil.. it's late, you should be in bed, Thomas needs to get home, we can talk about this Tomorrow alright" I said. He nodded and started upstairs to his room before turning slightly. "Bye mr.Jefferson" he said continuing up the stairs. Thomas just gave a small wave as we walked out the door.

I closed the door behind me leaving us to stand on the porch. "Well uh bye" I say. He steps towards me brushing his lips against mine Before walking down the stairs of the porch. "Goodnight Alexander" he said as he walked away from the house. I watched his silhouette move further away. I smile slightly before realizing that anyone could've seen that exchange and I start to panic and walk back inside.

I try my best not to think about it. I walk up the stairs and am met with Philip standing there looking at the ground. I sigh "what're you doing still out here phil" I say before noticing tears in his eyes. He saw, I know he did. "Phil.." I hugged him for a moment and he mumbled something. "What was that?" I say as I look at him.

"A-are you gonna leave us for him?.." This shattered my heart reminding me of my father leaving me and my mother at a young age. "No, Philip no, of course not, I wouldn't dream of it" I held him closer and rubbed his back. "What's going on?" I look up at eliza who's standing at our bedroom door. "I had a nightmare.." Philip says and I look at him. He's really not gonna tell her.

"Aww sweetie come here" eliza walks over to him and looks at me "I'll put him back to sleep, you go get ready for bed" she smiles softly leading Philip towards his room. I smile at her walking towards our bedroom. 'I messed up..' I think to myself laying down next to eliza who had come back from putting Philip back to bed.

Ugh sorry it's short but it's 2 am and I got stuff to do tomorrow :] 592 words