Arranged (vmin) [On hold]

"I want a divorce"

Taehyung p.o.v
Jungkook left an hour ago I haven't stopped crying since then eomma and appa had confront me about his condition

Flashback:
Eomma:sit down
Taehyung:no FIRST TELLL ME WHATS WRONG WITH HIM FIRST TELL ME F-
Appa:listen to your eomma you better not raise your voice at the woman who had raised you all your life
Taehyung stays quiet and sits down
Mrs Kim sighed
Eomma:jimin is heavily bruised and injured his stab wound is also very delicate he will have to stay a few months in the hospital his arm is injured and will never be the same again it was already delicate but now its more delicate his feet are injured so when he walks he will need help and his breathing is irregular so he has to have help to breath too
Appa:taehyung calm dow-

Flashback ends
Iran out of the room I couldn't hold it in any longer no matter how many promises I made I  just couldn’t take in the fact that he is so severely injured that he might be staying here for some months I just calm down by listing to a song I love it because I could find myself in these lyrics

                                                             Regret
All of these memories
Make my heart burn
Sometimes I don’t know who I am anymore
Time can heal almost everything how I wish I could
Make this a slumber and awake with you in my arms
How I wish I could change all of this
Wouldn’t it be nice if time could change itself
But reality is so cruel that I lose myself
I-I- regret everything
the memories linger in my mind
Now I regret it deeply
No-one can change anything
Because I know I am the one responsible
Wish I could just change
Wish I could have realized
But I believe it
That it is
To late to regret
How I wish I could change all of this
Wouldn’t it be nice if time could change itself
But reality is so cruel that I lose myself
I-I- regret everything
The memories linger in my mind
Now I regret it deeply
I wished that I could  have put my phone down
And see who really cared about me
But its just to late to REGRET
Wouldn’t it be nice if  time could change itself
But reality is so cruel that I lose myself
I-I-regret everything
The memories linger in my mind
No I regret it deeply
I regret it
Regret,regret.regret
I regret it deeply very deeply
I regret it very deeply
 

I calm down after a while ad see jimin awake and staring at the ceiling.I rush to his side “jimin-ah how are you?.  jimin stares at me but doesn’t answer me ,I sigh , I sit on the bed and lightly massage his feet he looks at me confused I smile “jimin-ah I know I did wrong but I am gonna make up for it I wont just make empty promises I will fulfil the-”

“i want a divorce”

a/n:every picture is someone else's but these songs are mine