Arranged (vmin) [On hold]

borderline aneroxia

Taehyung's p.o.v
“jimin you you no please I know I did wrong I know I did everything wrong Im willing to make up for it I will make you see that I have changed I will make you see that I am no longer the heartless monster taehyung you know”I say panicking a lot because no I cant let go of jimin my life my everything my world my universe

Jimin was about to say something but I cut him off
“jimin my love I would even sacrifice my whole everything to be with you you are the best and I would never let another scar appear on your body ever again I -if well - if it ever does I would die I can never handle you being hurt ever again jimin-ah I love you I love you very much”
He stares at me ,his face having no expression I gulp because I -I don’t know if I  look visibly scared but I am a lot scared inside  he chuckles darkly “I hate you im taehyung”. I close my eyes trying to stop the burning sensation in my eyes,my heart feels heavy I fell like I am in a dark hole and I go further and further down because no light is with me to pull me up no angel is with me to extend a helping hand it is like I pushed him up and then I want him to help me.
“but it can’t change the fact that we were sorry did I say we I meant I was once in love with you I fell out of love taehyung only if you want you can make me fall in love again it won’t be easy but if you think it is too har-”. “no no no its okay I will m-make you fall in love me again”. I sigh but not with disappointment or regret but happiness  because he was giving m- “JIMIN!!”. he was using the hospital beds railing as a support and made grabby hands to the bucket infront of the beside table  I understood and sat on the bed and gave him  the bucket and rubbed his back  . after a few minutes he was finally trusting himself to take his mouth of the bucket I quickly grabbed a tissue and wiped the corner of his lips he layed his head on my shoulder I am confused not that I mind but why did he suddenly do that I cup his mouth and his face was pale he had swept on his forehead and his eyes was closed he looked exhausted his body became limp and he fainted on me , I panicked and went to get the doctor he came back and
Doc:he has a high fever we have  given him some antidotes but his body will need longer to get rid of the virus that is causing the virus oh and make sure he eats nothing heavy since his appendix just got removed I suggest some simple porridge or some milkshakes and by seeing his condition he may not even want to eat this
I asked while rubbing my eyes because I was so sleepy but jimin mattered more more than my dumb stupid sleep
“he has borderline anorexia”
What I wispier yelled
Jimin jimin almost has an eating disorder d-d-did I do it?
Flashback
Taehyung's p.o.v
I was in a meeting I got a call from jimin I ignored it by immediately declining it he called me a thousand times  when I reached home I was very angry  I  grabbed his hair and
Jimin: e-e-eomma she is sick and in the hospital
I was even more furious 
“you you YOU GOLD DIGGER YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN AT THE HOSPITAL WITH HER WHAT IN THE WHOLE WORLD ARE YOU DOING HERE?
Jimin:I was I was w-with eomma the whole time she asked if I had lunch I said no so she sent me here t-
“enough I  had enough of your pathetic little voice do you think I am a fool do you think that I cant tell that you have never been to eomma?”
Jimin:n-n-no ta
Taehyung:ENOUGH ,YOU DON’T EVEN HAVE TO IT YOU ARE LAREADY FAT NO NEED TO EAT YOU SHOULD GO ON A DIET SERIOUSLY
Flashback ends

I kept my head down and enter the room I see jungkook sleeping with a pained expression it hurts my heart so much that I am the cause I ,I ,I am the cause of all of this

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