Prseka oneshots

❤️‍🩹A boy in the shell of a female body❤️

Tsukasa Angst and Transkasa in one fic.

Tsukasa POV:

I hate my body.

I hate it
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It just... doesn't feel like my own. I envy all the boys in my class. Hell, I envy my own best friend. I guess it makes me feel a bit better that he uses Kun on everyone but that doesn't change the fact that I hate myself.

My long hair, my slender figure, my 'areas' and my days of the week.

I hate it all.

Why can't I just be normal.

At that point my phone started ringing.

'Lonely and Gay person 🏳️‍🌈'

I pick up.

-Hello?-

-Hi Akane-kun!-

-You need something? I'm busy..-
'Busy hating myself..'

-No just wanted to know if you would like to go to the park with me? I wanted to tell you something.-

-Why can't you tell me over the phone?-
'God I hate my voice. It's too feminine..'

-Because... I want to talk to you in person. Is that a bad thing?-
'This guy is such a fucking tease..'

-Fucking hell Rui...-

-Oh woe is me! My dear best friend doesn't even want to hang out with me! She thinks it's better if I rot in my room!-

-You already rot in your room. When was the last time you had a proper social interaction?-

-Hmm.. I'm not sure.-

-Go take a shower you stinky bitch, I'll be at your house in 15 minutes.-

-Okay! See you soon Akane-kun!-

-Bye Rui.-

I hung up. My heart was beating out of my chest. I was nervous. I wanted to tell him that I didn't want to be me anymore, but what if he thought I was weird for that? What if he stopped being my friend? What if he told the others and they all disbanded the group because they didn't want to be friends with someone as disgusting as me.

My thoughts raced through my head and before I realized it my hand gripped itself around a box cutter knife. I immediately pulled my hand away but the more I look at it, the more I feel like I want it. The more I think I need it, the more I... no. I'm going over to Rui's house, he doesn't need to see the disgustingness I put myself through. Maybe when I get back.

I got dressed into some comfortable jeans and a baggy T-shirt. I put on small black socks and put my shoes on as well. I start walking to Rui's house. It's about a 10 minute walk.