A Book Of RoyalChaos

~The Truth Is~

Anthony's pov

Here I was. Alone again. Just relaxing at my house, going over my latest recording with him. I can never take my mind off him. I took a couple of swings of water to clear my throat.

I felt like I wanted to cry. Everyday I record with him and he never knows how I really feel. It sucks being the "under dog". ZEROYALVIKING WOULD LIKE TO SKYPE. I looked at my screen. I coughed a bit to get the throat clear and wiped my face. I answered.

"Hey. We need to talk and Anthony, please just listen okay?" Steven started. I nodded. "Proceed then." I mumbled out. "Well, I've known you for some time now and I have to be honest with you. Anthony... I have a crush on you. I was to be with you and it kills me each time we talk and you don't know how I really feel." he stopped.

"Steven... I feel the same way. Steven... Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked. The simple question yet it holds so much. "An.....I would....yes..." we started to break up from the call. I could hear thunder and rain. I saw lighting hitting the ground. I quickly shut down my computer.

I started to unplug everything so nothing could get destroyed. I grabbed my phone and started to text Steven.

A-Hey, sorry a big thunderstorm rolled in and I had to turn off everything.

S-Okay. I said yes to your question :) :*

A-Steven, you make me so happy :)

S- I know I do. Look, I have to quickly go and get food.

A- Okay, later :)

It seems to fake to be real but it seemed amazing.

As the storm passed I fell onto my couch. I felt like a teenager again. It's funny how love can do this, even to adults. Well young adults. I'm not really that mature. I turned on the TV. Weird. It won't turn on... Oh right, I unplugged it. I moaned not wanting to get back up and fix the TV. I laid back and closed my eyes.

-Eight Hours Later-

I woke up. My mouth felt dry as ever. I looked at my phone. Nothing much. Just Twitter and YouTube notifications. I stood up and went towards my kitchen. I pulled out some cereal and grabbed the milk. I sat down and starting eating my fixed breakfast. My phone started to buzz. Steven. "Hey." I said. "Hey, uh would you mind if I just showed up at your house?" Steven asked. This caught my attention. "No, it's just that my house is a mess. Why?" I asked. "Good because I've been driving all night. I'm about an hour away from your house." He said all calmly. I almost choked and spit out my cereal. "Whaaa!?" Was all I manage to spit out. "Yeah... Hope you don't mind! I'll see you soon!" He said and hung up.

That sly little Canadian. This is what I get for being an Italian. I washed my dishes after my breakfast. I started cleaning up the place. Huh. Never seen it this clean, oh wait, I have. Once, when everyone in the Derp Crew came over. Well besides Tom but that's because he couldn't make it. After cleaning up everything I decided it was a good idea to turn on the radio. OW. Okay I must have left the volume on high and magically had the rock station on.

After getting my sense of hearing back, I could hear the talk person on the station. "Hey, hey, that was Metallica playing battery!" I quickly turned off the radio. (Please note, I'm trying to make it sound like the guy from 93.7 rock station. It's Minnesotan. I don't know New York or where ever he lives now. I forgot :/) I heard a knock at my door. I walked by the door a little bit confused. I opened it and I see Steven standing right there. "Uh. Good to see you? I though you said an hour?" I asked confused as ever. "Yeah well, I made an estimate." He said. "Well want to watch TV?" I asked. He nodded. Oh wait.

...Damn it. After spending five minutes getting the TV working again, I sat on the couch. Steven sat right besides me. I flipped through the channels and found a movie. I relaxed a bit. Until Steven found his way to cuddle with me. I tried not to be rude or anything but I just didn't know what to do. "I'm sorry am I rushing?" He asked as he sat up. Now I felt like a dick. "No it's just... I don't know what to really do to be honest." I surrender. A small smirk grew on his face.

I laid back down. Steven laid down right next to me. I wrapped my arm around him. "There you go." He quietly said. "Yeah yeah. Okay." I murmured. I kissed his head.

"You know, the truth is... I've always loved you since the day I met you." I said.