Friday morning, it was different like that you know how you get that feeling that you just got paid and you about to go spend it on a thousand bitches later, that was me. My first lacrosse game was tomorrow and I ws gonna go on a blind date with my friend and his girlfriend, after my recent relationship change my friend asked me if I was ok to go on a date with his girlfriend's cousin, I told him yea besides I didn't have anything to worry about. I guess news of the break up got around quick everybody came up to me asking what happened and asked if I was ok, gave them a smile and told em I was straight. People asking me yo roland you gonna get another girlfriend or what I told em naw ima just go back to being a hoe, or in other words a thot. But there was an 3 day rule that was in law, to make it seem like you werent cheating or talking to someone on the side you had to wait 3 days before contact with another single or taken person. For 6 months the only sexual contact I got was fingering her, I wasn't looking for a relationship I ws looking for sexual intercourse. But I did follow the 3 day rule so I put it in my head that I would wait 3 days. Throughout the day I had people come up to me to check on me and see what I was doing if I was ok or whatever. I was fine ya know, my feelings are like an immune system ima get sick once and ima adapt to that sickness but I promise you, that'll be the last time I ever get sick of that shit. In a break up most people would expect the guy to be the first one to crack ya know, I gave her 6 months of my life and I spent almost 500$ on her, shit was crazy but I kept myself together and moved on with my day. During lunch I was approached by a female whose name I shall not address because of legal reason, we'll just call her jackie. Jackie walked up to me and put her hand on my shoulder and asked me if I was ok, I was fine I told jackie she said she heard about what happened to me and symone I said yea not all things can last forever, bruh no joke this girl looks at me and says well thats a shame answer stops licks her lips amd says "I guess that makes two of us who cant make things last forever" in the sexiest voice she could mustar up, she winks at me and walks off I had my friend evan there by my side I said "bruh, did she hit on me?" He would pat me on my back and said "damn dude can you be single for a day before bitches start hitting on you" I laughed extra hard when he said that evan was a good friend of mine one who would be there for ya boy, if there was anyone that I could, it would be Evan. As the day would end I remember that I had to walk home, and I was fine with that I loved the long walks home they helped clear my mind. But luckily enough I had some good teammates who offered me rides home so I took the ride and I sit in the back and think. As they pull up to myself I get a message notification and it was from my friend kaykay, but the news she relayed to me was nowhere near good. She had told me that symones father was in the hospital, he was dying when I read it I didn't know how I would feel about that, and when she told me to call symone I told her no. She asked why and I told her symone doesn't want anything to do with me, but she needs you she argued back, then I lie to her "I lost symones number and I can't kik her back" she gave me symones number and told me that it was time to let bygones be bygones. So I logged back into my kik and sure enough I saw a kik from symone and about 30 other niggas and bitches. But her message was the first one I open. I told her that I was sorry for her and that I hope he can over come this sickness. Symone texted me "I know me too I just need you" I froze up reading those words, I couldn't believe it After she said she wouldn't talk to me from weeks even months she said she needed me, I instantly got mad and told her to call me. She said she couldn't because they werent home, I said as soon as you get home call me she said ok. As I sit in the kitchen table I have my iphone and my regular phone waiting, I knew that when symone would kik me nd tell me to call her I would already have. I was so ready to straighten this out, as I Soto there the Iphone I had a calling app installed on, and as I answer it I was shocked to learn who was on the other line.......
