Finding Him

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Delali understood the assignment with me needing privacy to tell her everything and brought us to the waterfront right before all the other cars the area was secluded and from the cars passing it only looks like we are watching the waves but we are discussing quite important things m.

"Start talk me a set me timer" Delali said as soon as she sat beside on the hood of my car

"This shit ago sound like something out a one book or movie but I swear to you, daddy kidnapp me and carry me go England" I say and she busts out laughing "Girl me so serious, he was pushing the idea for me to leave but I was going around it telling him I didn't want to leave but I guess that never matter to him. When I did get to England, I tried calling you guys. You, Bri, Zy'aire but I had no numbers in my phone and I didn't remember any of your contacts, so me turn to Instagram now and there was nothing
Like me father completely cut me out from the life I had here, only thing I had tying me to Jamaica was the fact say him pay off the school and me finish the year online and then Bri did done already drop out so me no know how me did ago reach her.

I am so sorry for missing an entire year of your life but I left England as soo as I heard it was safe to do so.

That a the next thing, me father did inna some problem, guns and drugs and killing apparently if I stayed I would've been a target and that is why I had to leave. Right now me can sell me life story to Netflix tpc and make a Series the mount a things happen inna the likkle space a time." I say and finish up my story staring at her hoping we will be able to put this behind us

"I hope you are able to forgive me for my absence and that we can move forward from this" I say and stretch my hands toward her for a hug which she returns

"I'm a single mother now" she says and my jaw drops
"Wah you a talk bout how the hell are you a single mother?" I question

"Right before you left I found out I was pregnant and I was going to tell you but I was scared anyways you went missing and shit, I told my boyfriend and I guess him never want the smoke and thing went left with us but I though we could've worked it out and we did when I was around seven months in I got a call that he got shot and died on the spot. I later found out he was in some gang and caught up up the fuckery, a lot of people died during that time. Your fathers hand at that, he was working for him" she finished up wiping a tear from her cheek

"My son his name is Malik is now 5 months old and I actually need to go and relieve my mother cause she's looking after him today, but he became my world and I do everything for him now, I'm disappointed in your father for sure and I know you couldn't do much in that situation and I do forgive you but I imagine it might take us a while to get back to what we were" taking my hand into hers

"Please can you give me your number and Bri's and Zy'aire's if you have it cannot go any longer not being able to contact them, and I'm sorry that my father and his decisions put you in this position I knew this was not the way you envisioned your story to go but I have no doubt you are the best mommy ever. And also I'd like to meet my nephew if me nah be too forward I been away too long 5 months and him no know me, mi wah kill miself" I say laughing and she does too, handing her my phone she puts her number in and also Bri's and Zy'aire's

"You still live in the apartment?" I ask her

"No sah, the rent did too much for me alone Mr man did say him ago drop it some more but me tell him no that no make no sense plus I needed the help with Malik so me just move back with mommy and she's loving it, Bri did a stay with me for some time cause her mother did well serious bout putting her out but she and Badz did get real serious so she move in with him sista Gyal turn step mother to rawse have Justin a call her Mommy and all. As it relates to Zy'aire me no know wah him a gwan with him did go MIA for a while and then come back so... me just a tell you cause me know yah go ask me" she say before walking to her car