Loving You Is Just Like Surfing on a Tidal Wave

Chapter 3: I Won't Fear Love

🎶SONG OF THE CHAPTER: "Fumbling Towards Ecstasy" by Sarah McLachlan🎶

"And if I shed a tear, I won't cage it

I won't fear love

And if I feel a rage, I won't deny it

I won't fear love

Peace in the struggle

To find peace

Comfort on the way

To comfort"

~Lyrics taken from "Fumbling Towards Ecstasy" by Sarah McLachlan.

A Couple Weeks Later...

JJ hasn't been able to get a good night's sleep since that first night back in the OBX when Kiara came to his house in the middle of the night. He can't get Barracuda Mike and the money he has to give him off his mind. He can feel it constantly knawing at his thoughts.

The pile of highlighted curls on his chest eases the worry a bit.

Kie starts to stir a little, and opens her eyes. She can already tell that JJ isn't asleep, just by the way he's breathing and how his thumb is still rubbing up and down her arm. She lifts her head up to look up at him, and he looks down at her.

"Did I wake you?" he asks.

"No, but are you going to tell me what's on your mind?" Kiara asks.

"Nothing, I just can't fall asleep for some reason, I don't know why." he lies.

Kiara can tell when he's lying from a mile away, but she decides to let it go for now.

"Okay, but if anything was wrong, you would tell me right?" she asks.

God, he hates lying to her.

"Yes Kie, I would tell you." he says lying to her again.

Kiara, hurt that he's lying to her, decides to bring her lips up to his and the two engage in a passionate kiss on JJ's bed.

JJ turns on his left side to get into a more comfortable position, and brings his right hand to caress her face as their kiss deepens.

JJ's tongue skims her bottom lip, and Kiara grants him full access. Their mouths in complete sync with each other.

He moves down to her neck, while leaving trails of soft kisses on her cheek and jawline.

Kiara moans softly when he kisses a spot just below her earlobe. The sound of her, lights him on fire as his mouth paints a pinkish-red mark on her neck. Kiara's mind is in a frenzy of pure ecstasy, so she decides to take matters into her own hands.

Her hands begin to fiddle with the bottom of his shirt, as she begins to slowly try and take it off of him. He gets the hint and pulls the rest off himself. Kiara places her hands on his shoulders and flips them over slowly as she begins to kiss down his neck, to his collarbone, and then down to his chest. She wants to feel and explore every inch of him, so she lets her hands wander all over his muscular torso.

JJ grunts as soon as she kisses a spot on his collarbone, and now it's his turn to play with the bottom of her shirt. Kiara stops kissing him, and grabs his hands gently, never unlocking eyes with him, she pulls off her shirt and reveals herself to him for the very first time. Even with her being completely bare-chested on top of him, he can't pull his eyes away from her beautiful brown ones. They both sit up and JJ meets her lips once again, as she's now straddling his lap, softly humming into his kiss.

As JJ begins kissing her neck once again, he's hit with an intrusive thought. If you do this, it's going to hurt worse when she leaves. JJ shakes it off and begins kissing the top of her breasts.