Marvel angst one-shots

Idk what to call this chapter

 Life has been weird recently and so writing angst has really helped and to know you all enjoy my stories makes me feel less alone so I thank you all

Also this chapter isn't really that sad only in the beginning as a break from depressiness  

um... I wrote this chapter while on my cruise a while back and forgot to transfer from my notebook into Wattpad so here we are more than a month later. Whoops. Anyhow Tw's: Mentions of death, abuse, small body image talkish, realizing you're gayness/small sexuality crisis, and some self deprecating thoughts. Stay safe besties I love you all.

"What the hell is your problem" My boyfriend August says annoyed. We were at his house and his parents were downstairs. My mom would have never let me over otherwise.

"I didn't know I had a problem" I reply.

"Do you ever shut up, why am I even dating you." He says exasperated before storming out of the room. He'll be back soon though. He always does this, he gets mad, questions our relationship, storms away, then comes back in apologizes, and says he loves me. And I'll believe him. Every time. It's like a routine. And I'm always upset and feel bad when he leaves.

I look down at my phone. It's only three and I leave at four. August comes back in the room and he looks upset.

"Listen y/n. I'm so sorry. I don't know why I got mad like that." He says just like every other time.

"No, I'm sorry. I was being rude for no reason and you were just asking a question." I apologize.

"I love you" he says. "I'll never get mad again." I don't believe him but I love him so I pretend to.

"Ok, I love you too" I tell him.

At four I heard a car horn honk and I head out. I get in the passenger seat and my mom starts driving.

"So how was August's house?" She asks.

"Good we didn't do much" I lie.

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"Blah Blah Blah Blah" One of my teachers says. Or at least that's what I hear. School has always been easy for me. I already know everything they're teaching and if I don't I learn quickly. Luckily there is only two months till school is over so I won't have to deal with it much longer. Then again, it's junior year so I have to start over in a couple months. Hopefully senior year will be harder. Or even the slightest bit hard. Sometimes I log into my computer to do extra work the school isn't teaching just to make sure my brain still works.

School finally lets out and I get home. I live in the tower with my mom on Tony's floor. Once im home my mom pulls me aside. 

"Hey so you know how Peter was spending time with your dad?" She asks

"Not my dad but continue." I answer and she gives me a look. My mom and Tony have been married for two years and he has been nothing but nice but he isn't my dad simple as that. I haven't seen my real dad since I was seven. I'm sixteen now and should get over it but oh well. 

"Fine anyhow," My mom continues knowing I will never back down on this. "Peter's aunt found a job in a different state but Peter wants to stay in New York so he's staying at the tower for a while. He's gonna be staying right down the hall from you and he's the same age so at least try to get along." She tells me and I nod in agreement before going to my room to do my homework. 

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"Seriously" August say while we were on facetime one night. " Why do you always have to disagree. I don't care about you opinion, ok? And it's every single time. At this point you have to be lying just to start a fight." He complains.