Expressing sentiments

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flawed desires

Everything is a lost cause; everyone is running away from chaos.
Not everyone wants a thousand applauses, and not everything makes me curious.
What is the right term? Are there clear flaws, or are they normal?
Not brave, but you got an absorbed firm; why aren't you dressed in formal?
Are you at war? is one of the questions that makes you think about your situation, so what's your answer?
Answers that make you question everything, especially your relationships—would everything change if you were a warrior?
My appearance is normal, but my mind is flawed.
Through my selfish decisions, I was fooled.
I constantly think I don't need anyone and that I must always cherish what I have.
Perceiving that I'm on my own lawn, I hurt someone for not wanting love.
I didn't notice the crack between you and me; there were too many faces, and which was mine? I had become someone I hated.
I left small pieces of me—my longings and my sacrifices—turned a hundredth time. I was baited.

don't follow me

Why do things hit differently with you?
I sailed our newfound ship, and I was one of your loyal crew.
I value you so much that jewelry is incomparable to you.
I found a lot of treasure, but ever since I met you, all I ever wanted was to know you.
But I chose to betray your trust.
How did things change so fast?
I'm sorry for not hearing you out.
Why did you have to shut my mouth?
Sunk our love before you could come back.
Tried to catch me, but I changed tracks.
Now you're lost in the middle of the sea.
Blame me and hate me; I don't want you to find me.