suicadal reader and sun and moon [Discontinued]

first day at the daycare

[ before i start i would just like to say that every chapter will mention suicide and abuse so yeah anyways enjoy!] [Some more things i would like to add  is that sun and moon both have working faces so they can expresss emotion and stuff like that)
BLEEP BLEEP BLEE- you slam your clock telling it to shut up you yawn then inhale sharply as you feel your cuts move with your body you sit up and remmeber today is your first day to work at the daycare after arguing with your sore and tired body you get up light headed [becuase of the lost of blood] you fit into the stuff they sent you and put a jacket on to hide your cuts and ride your bike over. As you lock up your bike you walk in suddenly a staff member comes up and greets you: hello there you must be the new daycare assitant! You reply with a yes. Ahhh ok follow me! [He then tellls you everything you need to know] you then spot a slide and is tempted.. he catches you staring and says you can go down it. Sliding down you see a ballpit and is hit with a memeory when you were younger...... before your mom and dad hated and abused you... as you land in you feel your cuts scream out in pain and suck in some air suddenly somthing grabs you up and you yelp and hear someone or somthing say: HO HO HO HELLO NEW FREIND ARN'T YOU A LITTLE TO OLD TO BE IN THE DAYCARE!? You wince at how loud he is and suddenly relize what he said: oh no no im-i -m suppose to work here! The sun animatronic set you down lightly and start hoping one foot to the next. You start to feel your cuts sorta sting so to take you mind off the pain you walk over to the staff member after him leaving  you sit down at the desk looking for stuff that needed to be done while sun worked with the little kids you get out big boxes of shnacks which makes one of your cuts open you feel blood trickle down your arm and before sun can ask whats wrong [he saw you tense up] you run to the bathroom trying to make the blood stop sun comes in and if your ok you reply with a : yeah! Yeah im fine nothings wrong! You luagh akwardly rolling down your sleev [yes the blood stopped] you turn around to see sun looking at you concerned.

Sun pov: as i went over to go help with uh uh OH NO I NEVER ASKED THEIR NAME! OH NO NO  wait i know ill ask them while i help! Suddenly i see them go stiff and tense. worreid i  walked faster when suddenly i saw them run into the bathroom i chased after as asked what was wrong they lied and said they were fine why would they lie i think. Suddenly i remmember OH I FORGOT WHATS YOUR NAME! MY NAME IS SUN!

Your pov: my name is y/n.... NICE TO MEET YOU Y/N!! You wince at how loud he is mainly cuase it brings up bad memoreis of your mom and dad yelling at you for the smallest mistakes. Sunny seeing this lowerd his voice and asked: are you shure you're ok? You laughed it off and said: im fine! Really! Now we should probably get back to the kids you say walking away fast hoping to escape his attention. Luckily it works becuase sun sais back: oh yeah! But you think you hear worry in his voice you think: does he have actual feelings? You get back in the daycare

[Time skip cuase im to lazy XD]

You sigh in releif as the last kids leave ready to leave youself you clean up the glitter glue and crands and whatever else mess they made. Suddenly you see sun behind you just staring........ he suddenly frowns... whats wrong? You ask sun replys with: my sensors arn't working!  You then take him over to fix his sensors. After allitle bit of silence sun speaks up and asks: hey y/n can i ask a qestion? You reply with a shure he then asked a dreaded qestion:.... why are you wearing a jacket?

Silence......

How am i going to- suddenly you come up with a great lie

Uh becuase i just uh like jackets! Yeah thats right!
sun then says: oh! But isn't it hot!?
Uh no not really. You say with a laugh.... the truth was you were hot but as long as it coverd up your secrets you didn't mind...
Annnnddd finished! Try it out sun! You exlaim

He then stares at you [note you don't know that the sensors sense everything such as your scars, your body temperature, feelings, bassicly everything but thoughts]

He looks at you in shock and concern and saddness when he's done scanning. whats wrong sun? You ask but before he can answer the staff member [ok im getting tired of calling him staff member we'll call him kyle] kyle walks in saying: hey y/n we are locking up soon so you should probably go if you don't wanna be locked in here! You reply: oh ok! Bye sun i'll see you tommorow! Bye kyle! Bye y/n! Kyle sais eagerly  B-ye by-e sunshine! Sun sais nervously. You walk out get back on your bike and get back..... you then try sleeping but have a hard time falling asleep suddenly at 4 am you finnaly get some sleep....

[Ok after publishing this one ill make chapter 2! I had fun doing this one and i hope you had fun reading it!]