suicadal reader and sun and moon [Discontinued]

chapter 4: a sad death

Hey guys sry its been awighle! My mom got in a car accident and died so i didnt have much time to wright or anything but im back! Uh yeah i mighttt add something about someone dying taht you really love [sorta ventish] ya know. Oh and i mighttt change this into a moon and sun x y/n bc like.... lol idk. anyways enjoy!

You wake up..... everything is diffrent your more at peace you didn't feel light headed even in bed. Finnally you look around and see your not at your place but instead a room that was celestail themed. Suddenly you remmeber everything the real world snapped back suddenly you saw sun infrot of you asleep arms wrapped around you. They were firm but in a lovingly protective way. You try wiggling out but it doesn't work, suddenly sun wakes up. OH sorry sunshine! He sais as he unraps himself from you. You say its ok and look at the time and see its time to get ready for the kids.

[Timeskip] sun was play tag with the kids and you got the shnacks put together [yes i call them shnacks dont judge me] after your done you decide to get on your phone and text your freind what you read almost killed you:

Hahaha good one y/n anyways love you see you tommorrow! Yesterday At 2:30 pm

Bye f/n love you hugs! Yestreday At 2:41 pm

Hey there y/n this is f/n's mom im so sorry to inform you that she got in a car accident and died if theres anything i can do for you pleas text me and let me know. We all love you... today at 12:00 am

As you read it you heart dropped you body felt dead and light everything was numb all you could do was look at the words you heard nothing at all you didn't even cry. You finnally maange to think and wonder if you should tell sun but decide against it for some reason. You numbly went about business doing things. Suddenly the lights go out as moon comes out he ushers every child to the nap corner. You have nothing else to do so you go over to the security desk and read the message over and over while watching moon and them. He asks them what they want him to do they all vote on a story he reads to them as they fall asleep. After he is done he comes over to you and you don't even relize. your still reading the message deep in trance. He calls out your name trys snapping his fingers but it doesn't work so he taps you shoulder sending you back into the real world. HUH huh oh- moon sorry! you say panickly thinking for a half a minut he'll smack you but he doesn't he reaches over and picks you up holding you like a baby he then breaks the silence. Y/n are you ok? He ask with a worreid face oh uh yeah im fine! I don't know what would be wrong! You say with a nervouse laugh feeling so many things at once and its almost drives you crazy. Suddenly you start luaghing like a phycopath. Moon carreis you out of the daycare to keep the children asleep. You try to stop laughing but you can't all you feel is swirls of emotions. you feel so shameful for luaghing like that infront of moon when you were done and you apologized panicking. Before you can say your sorry again he puts a hand over your mouth. In a firm voice he asks if your ok. You lie saying your fine. Before he can do anything else he has to take care of the kids.

Sun and moons pov:

Sun: moony?

Moon: yeah sunny?

Sun: why was y/n laughing so hard? Did you tickle her or something like that?

Moon: no i don't think that was a happy laugh.

Sun: WHAT THERE ARE DIFFRENT LAUGHS!?

moon: yeah.

Sun: WHAT!? WHATTT!? WHHHAAATTTT!?

[After sun is done having a mentle breakdown over this]

Moon: are you done sunny?

Sun: yeah. Anyways what kind of a laugh was it?

Moon: .......

Sun: moony?

Moon: it was a laugh that seemed heartbroken?

Sun: heartbroken!? Our sunshine is heartbroken!?

Moon: well i don't know but they seem spaced out half the time.

Moon: oh the lights are turning on when you and y/n are alone ask them

Sun: wait moon remmeber jake said he had a surprise for us [jake is the mechanic guy]

Moon: oh yeah just talk to them when you get the chance ok?

Sun: ok

Your pov:

As sun came out you made shure to stay away becuase of a unknown reason.
[Timskip]

You talked to parent and said bye to the children.

Suddenly sun walks out of the daycare making you concerned but the mess keeps you there. You clean up the glitterglue and melted crayons thinking about you freind ... about the good time you had,the playfull arguments, etc. You finnally clean up the messes and sun still isn't back so you take walk around trying to find them you call out their names suddenly jake the mechanic comes out with a smirk. Hey y/n! He greets you.

Hey jake have you seen sun i can't find them! You ask.

Jake: oh yes i have don't worry you'll see both of them later.

He smirks even bigger making you suspicious of him but you back off.
Oh ok well then i'll go back to the daycare then. You say cautiously.
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You guys say goodbye and go back to the daycare scrolling thru videos and pictures of you freind. You feel awful. Suddenly the voices seize you telling you to die and its you fault, you should've been with them. You find you pocket knife that moon took away from you. You got into the bathroom and cut yourself you inhale sharply but releife floods you so you cut yourself again. Suddenly heard your name being called. Its was sun but wait....... it sound like there was another voice that sounded like moons?
You hurryly wash your cuts and pocket knife and put the knife back you walk over to the figure. The sight shocked you

You saw sun AND moon standing infront of you. You couldn't beleive your eyes the sight was amazing both daycare attendents infront of you!?
What do you think sunshine!? Sun asks with enthusiasm
Its amazing! You reply excitetly, suddenly moon comes up to you and hugs you which confuses you
Moon are you ok? You ask him

I think WE should be asking that instead. He sais firmly. You stiff up and try getting out of the hug but sun joins making you buckle to the ground landing on moons chest gripping on to his torso becuase of the fall. You knew you couldn't get out of his grip he looked into your eyes and you looked into his. Sun stayed silent in fact everything was silent it was if the whole world was holding its breath waiting for something to tell it to breath. And that something was moon.... listen here y/n you can try and hide the fact that somethings wrong but we can see straight passed the lies and we will choke the answers out of you... now tell us what is wrong? His voice was firm yet soft making you want to tell him everything you were about to say everything was fine until you relize you started crying then crying led to choked out sobs. Moon rubs your back and sun hugs you even tighter as you tell them what happend you almost tell about you cutting yourself but you stop abut it was to late moon already noticed your hesitation and looked for the cuts as he found them he growled putting bandaids on them. Sun came in and picked you up and brings you to their room where you guys sleep.

[Hey guys! I enjoyed wrighting this and i hope you enjoyed reading. Now i gatta plot the next chapter XD anyways have a great day,night, or apocalypse]