6 years, 4 months and forever

5. dissatisfied

Charles pulled his hand out of you and sucked his fingers clean before opening the door, you still hadn't caught you breath, your hair was a mess, your lip stick had smeared and Charles shirt was completely unbuttoned but landos delusional nature meant he cared more about you wing there for his birthday shots than the situation in front of him. "Come on mads you need to come with me" lando said grabbing your hand and pulling you off the sink, as you were leaving Charles managed you at a good enough angle to whisper "we will be finishing this later mon amour" in your ear and he gripped your arse one last time.

It became easier to avoid lando as the night went on and started to mingle with the other guests and drivers, but Charles was always there, always watching you. After be creeped out by Charles' staring as you danced with your friend you lost Charles I'm the crowd and made your way to the bar, "I'll have a vodka cranberry please"-"don't worry James I've got that, why don't you also bring us two shots of tequila whilst your at it mate", you looked at the man sat on the stool to your right, max verstappen, even though you normally wouldn't give him the time of day if it meant avoiding Charles you would have it so you sat down on the stool next to him did you shit and began stirring your drink. "So doll why are you sat here with me and not with your boyfriend mister Norris",you giggled "he's not my boyfriend, he's like my brother"-"okay okay, so what about you and lecrash, I heard you gave up the opportunity to do in house press for a football team in Italy for 5 million a year", you nodded, "so why did you give it up surely you don't want to work with sky all your life"- "because it would've meant leaving Charles, I couldn't work and travel with him so we'd never see each other and he would never leave Monaco anyway"- "but you gave up your dream for him doll I don't understand"- "because I was in love max, I was out of my mind in love, what was I supposed to do". Then you smelt him, felt his presence behind you "were in love?" The hurt in his voice deepened his French accent. You stood, "I gave up everything for you char, don't ever question my love for you when u never fought for this" and
Walked away.

You successfully avoided everyone for the rest of the night, the roller coaster Charles was causing in your life was completely unnecessary and was making all your feelings all messy, so u found your way to the roof and sat on the edge of the building watching the streets of Belgium and how starry the sky was, Charles loved the stars, it's why you bought your apartment in Monaco it had a roof which overlooked the harbour, you both used to sit there every night in each others arms watching waiting for a sign for Jules or papa Leclerc that this was exactly were you were meant to be in life, he used to kiss the tattoo of the track behind your ear then the one of Jules birthday on your collarbone and then the one on your wrist of his Monaco track record. You always felt loved in those moments but when he stepped foot in that car you didn't matter it was Charles and the car, and you couldn't separate your fear from the enjoyment of watching him do what he loves the most. Lando finally found you "come on mads the cars are here to get us", you wiped the tear from your eye and followed him down the stairs, lando disappeared into a car, but your friends had already left so it looked like you were getting a taxi back solo, until cars pulled you into his car and pulled you into his knee "there's no way your getting a taxi back by yourself in a place you don't know for an hour looking like that angel" you blushed and the other drivers laughed at Charles' public display of affection. After 25 minutes or so all the other drivers including Charles were asleep in the car, so in an attempt to get comfy you started moving on Charles knee hoping he was in a deep enough sleep to not notice but he did and his arms fell straight to the creases of your thighs as he hissed "oh are you so desperate to finish what we started mon amour" you started to pull his hands always from you but he remained planted in your legs "Charles we can't there's 9other drivers in here" he laughed "well you'll just have to be quiet", his finger moved across your underwear, you moaned at his touch, he moved your head round to his neck "suck here so you don't moan" he said as he slid one finger into you "oh angel your so wet". You started moving your hips into his as his hand dipped further and further into your core, you could stopped sucking a biting Charles' neck as he continued to please you. After 20 minutes of pure pleasure the car started turning down windy roads which meant the hotel was less than ten minutes away, as that familiar knot in your stomach started to form in you ur stomach Lewis began to sit up in his seat and assess his surroundings. "Good morning Lewis we're nearly here" Charles smirked as he pulled his hand out of you leaving it to rest on your thigh. "Yh mate, Maddy are you okay you seem out of breath", you nodded "yea Lewis I'm fine I'm used to being dissatisfied anyway just want to get home and shower", Charles squeezed  your leg harshly as you made your back handed compliment. You climbed straight out of the vehicle as it arrived avoiding lando who climbed out of the second limo and Charles who was following after you, you opened your hotel door and tried to close it before Charles could enter but his foot jammed the doorframe and his hand touched the top of the doorframe engulfing your presence with his own "oh mon amour I made you a promise and I will not leave you dissatisfied angel"...