Oh... who is she || Dream x Sapnap

|| Seven ||

CW//Medication/pills. Gender dysphoria.

Sapnap almost immediately started to pack, chucking some boxes out into the middle of his floor and labelling them either 'keep' or 'sell/donate'. He sat there for a moment and wondered why he felt like he was missing something... "Oh, right, need one for... Throw it out!" He said as he grabbed another large box, scribbling on it with his sharpie.

He sat back with a satisfied sigh, looking over his three box pile choices, before glancing over at the rest of his bedroom... "This... This is going to take a while..." He mumbled.

*--* A lot of sorting and organising later.

Sapnap was just digging through a pile of his clothes when he found something vaguely familiar hiding at the bottom, the worn black fabric with small flames and spark stitches, he'd spent a bit of extra cash just to personalise it since he had known that it would be his last. "Ahh... My good ol' binder...," He said thoughtfully, giving himself a small smile as he held it up. "Wore you right up until the surgery... And a bit past it... You lasted so much longer than those other ones."

He glanced over at the boxes before turning his attention back over to the binder, unsure of where to place it or what to do with it. "I can't really sell it, it's old and a bit worn 'n' stretched... I can't really just throw it away, that would make me feel wasteful...," Sapnap mumbled. "So it's coming with me! For... For the sentiment or something, I don't know, I just don't wanna throw it away... Maybe I could burn it to, like, celebrate not needing it anymore." He laughed, chucking it into the 'Keep' box and returning to his digging, tempted to find more of his beloved items such as the original dysphoria hoodie.

Finally, Sapnap managed to drag up that old thing. It was much smaller than he remembered, considering the fact that he'd gotten it when he was only twelve and he was a lot shorter back then... But it was also greatly oversized for his past-self's smaller frame, effectively draping over him and hiding any of the major curves of his body, specifically the hips and especially the chest.

The hoodie was actually gifted to him by someone that he'd been friends with since childhood, they knew that he preferred the larger clothing and donated some of their stuff that they'd grown out of. It smelled old and slightly musty but the familiar scent of its weathered fabric was comforting, leaving him feeling a bit nostalgic... But the past wasn't really something that he'd like to remember... So he just sighed and chucked it into the donate bin, knowing that someone else would probably like to have it since it was still in pretty good condition.

Once he'd finally managed to roughly sort everything in his room, he moved on to his bathroom, then the lounge, then the kitchen, then his streaming room- you get the point. Sapnap dumped all of the 'sell/donate' boxes into one corner, took the 'throw it out' ones out around the back and chucked them into the dumpster, and got around to actually packing up everything that he wanted to take.

Sapnap threw some suitcases down alongside his boxes and unzipped them, trying to figure out what needed to go at the bottom so that he could start. He quickly realised that not a lot of stuff was going to fit in them, so he only started packing what he knew that he would need immediately, stuff such as clothing, toiletries, smaller devices, and etc etc.

He stood up and took a quick look around, just barely washing his eyes over all of his sorting before immediately realising that he'd forgotten something important. "Ahhh, shit, where the fuck did I put my pills... Those meds need to be, like, within a moment's reach while i'm driving." He grumbled to himself, turning around and leaving the room so that he could start to dig through all of his bathroom drawers again, trying to find them but he just couldn't spot the familiar little orange-tinted plastic bottles anywhere.

"The fuck-?," He asked himself, just barely whispering as he started to panic. "Where did I put them... Surely I haven't run out yet, I only got them last week..." Sapnap slammed the drawer shut and clenched his hand into a balled up fist, pressing it to his mouth and biting the side of his finger in order to avoid tearing at his hair or nibbling on his nails. His movements became increasingly more and more frantic, eventually leading him back to his living room where he sat down on his couch and-.

"Oh... There they are," He laughed shakily as he shifted aside and grabbed them, popping the cap open and checking his phone to make sure that it had been long enough before shaking some out onto his hand. "Stupid me, I forgot that i'd already brung them out to pack... Guess that i'm just dumb."

Sapnap slipped them into his backpack, where he was keeping everything that he'd need on the road while driving, then threw his front door open and grabbed the first 'sell/donate' box, loading it into his car before repeating the process until he was ready to drive to numerous second hand stores/pawn shops/clothing bins and get rid of everything that he no longer needed.