Inseparable (Tom kaulitz x reader)

Fights

The next morning you couldn't remember much...just the part where your so called boyfriend cheated on you but you cheated on him. This didn't surprise you or make you sad, in fact there was no emotions. it seemed like you were fazed and this had happened before so your face was blank.
You woke up on bill bed in his old room.
"Good morning" bill says folding clothes and stuffing them in a drawer.
"Morning" you groan and sit up rubbing one eye
"I heard what happen last night. I just wanna say I'm sorry I wasn't there." Bill said with sadness in his voice. You got out of bed and give him a tight hug "it wasn't your fault... and thank you" he smiles and says "idk why he dose this." Bill get out a big sigh. "Trust me I don't either" you chuckle a little "what happen with you and Alex?" Bill said and continued "I saw him with you when you were crying...I didn't know how to approach you two."
"He was just there for me because of Tom...but then I kissed him..." you say nervous out of your mind,
"O-m-g... I'd be mad but Tom deserved it tbh" and you laugh a little "you think he likes you? He's really handsome" bill says smiling at you and you start helping him fold clothes too. "Idkk I think I like him tho.. but I need to have a talk with Tom." And bill interrupts "a calm one this time plz" you nod in response and continue to help out.

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Third person pov

Tom wakes up confused as to why he woke up in the backseat of his car. He groans and takes a look around, a girls head on his lap. He gasps and shoved her out the way "what the fuck!" He yells and the girl. She obviously wakes up annoyed "omg what's going on babe!" His face is livid "babe??!! When tf did this happen?!" He screamed at her, before she could say anything else he says "get the fuck out of my car right now!!" And shoved her out of his car and jumped to the drivers seat speeding away and heading to the hotel. And in all of his confusion he thinks 'wtf happened last night?!! I know I kissed someone but did it go this far!!??'

When he arrived at the hotel he's nervous out of his mind of what you're going to say. He's thinking of all the scenarios and mentally preparing himself as he goes up the elevator. Later on he arrives to your room and knocks softly to reveal bill. His face was normal but then it shifted to anger and he stepped aside to let Tom in. Tom puts his head down and passes by silently then looks up to see you...his heart nearly broke by seeing your expression. Sadness reveals all over your face.

"Why." You ask almost in tears but you put on a brave face
"Let me explain" Tom says and bill just leans on the wall watching it all unfold. You get up and get closer eyes not letting go of toms,
"I know I messed up..I'm messed up. I always do this and I hate myself for it. I always wanna find love again. I don't know wh-"
"Why am I not enough!" You say not shouting but in a hard tone
"I'm sorry." Tom says and you see the tears in his eyes sufficing
"I love you Tom. But I'm not here with you...to be a accessory. I was here to stay but now I don't know about that." Bill gets off the wall and faces you and stops you from heading out the door
"Y/n please don't let Tom separate the band again! Stay! Please...I'm begging you. Your my best friend" bill says and Tom is already letting his tears go down his cheeks and bill is also.
"I'm sorry" you only said this and stormed out the door letting the door slam behind you and in bills face as he tried to follow behind you but he turns around and says,

"Why do you always have to do this Tom."
And Tom starts getting mad and comes back to bill "I love her! But I get it I'm fucked up okay!" And bill interrupts "yea your so fucked up you cheat on every girl that is ready to settle down with you! Y/n loves you and she's the only one that actually gave you a second chance and YOU ruined it! YOU BROKE THE BAND AGAIN TOM! We all put in a effort to get her back on the team but why did you have to break the glass..." bill says and storms off the hotel room to go and follow you.

Tom is devastated. He sighs and sits down on the floor in a fetal position and cry's...