Trapped with you(Shin Soukoku )

A Date?:Part14

Atsushi pov:

It's been a week or so now and I've noticed a big change in Akutagawa's personality leading me to think what if he really does like me knowing Akutagawa he wouldn't be able to fake being this nice to me so what if he really does like me do I like him ugh this just gives me a headache i don't know what to do

I laid on my bed for hours just thinking I would get up for food and other important thing but I can't stop thinking about all of this about him after all he did although what his did to Kyouka was wrong I noticed how he changed he was very frustrating at times but i never exactly hated him I find it hard to hate people Dazai said it's a good and bad trait he said "That's what makes you such a good person you can't bring yourself to hate but though this could be a good quality about you it can also cause your downfall..." those exact words stuck in my head

I clicked to me I never really hated him in fact I kind of admire his strength and then I remember his peaceful face while I was next to him his memorizing dark eyes and his now calming presence-

UGH I like him don't I...

Then something popped up in my mind we were just given Netflix on the TV's we had it was said that it was a gift for corporation and we was given some weirdly romantic things maybe I can surprise Aku maybe I can get answers though I at first thought this was a stupid idea it was worth a shot considering how Akutagawa has been in his room all day lately it won't be bad

Now the only thing I have to is plan it I mean there was not much to do but I was thinking a fancy dinner then after we can watch some Netflix I found decent looking movies on there Since I knew he loves Figs so maybe that can be a side with the dinner or like a dessert since he claims not to eat sweet things a lot

Well then it's settled a fancy dinner and movie time it is...

Meanwhile

Hello Chuuya~

What do you want you better have a good excuse for calling me idiot

Jeez chill I only said hello-

Just explain yourself damn it

Well I just wanted to say little Atsushi and Akutagawa is going to start dating soon and I have a live ticket so if you wanted to-

I'm on my way...if your lying I'll kill you

CHUUYA HANGS UP

I grab a red table cloth with black roses on the bottom of it and draped it on the table since it was bit of a bigger table for some reason i decided to make fake roses and put a scented candle near the 2 face flowers I made I made sure everything was cleaned since there was still a bit of a mess since the turning us into kids thing

I looked around for different drinks that would be considered "fancy" I saw red wine I don't drink much I've only drunk once for a party but I don't really finish it but I'll only give myself a bit so I don't risk anything I kept it in the cooler where it was before and for dinner I decided to make Nigiri This one was one of the dishes Kunikida taught me and I was able to follow along though it took a lot of Kunkida scolding me to get it right

Since it was getting late I began to prepare dinner I wanted to make sure I got it as perfect as I can make it this is what I saw other people doing for the people they like so I felt a little comfortable

Eventually everything was finished so I knocked on Akutagawa's door "Come in..." I walked in to Akutagawa sitting on his bed watching Tv "hey Jinko can we talk" I began to get nervous considering his serious tone

he sighed as if it was something in is throat "Listen Jinko I like you and not the friendship kind of like I've liked you for a while now i don't know what it is I tried to hate you but I can't and I fully understand if you don't believe me or just don't want this. Considering all the pain I caused-..." while hearing him talk I feel something crawling in my stomach my eyes widen surprised at this sudden confession" Akutagawa continues talking about how he's tried to hate me because of the boss and other fears

"All of that just to say I love you"

He takes my hands gently holding them as I look into his eyes I feel warm comfortable

"Atsushi Nakajima will you be my boyfriend"

I froze for a bit I try not to panic I feel like I would but all I could do is smile as tears fall from my eyes "of course..."

I pull him into a bit of a long hug then smile at my now boyfriend "Well I've set up our first date ..." I said trying to hold back more tears