Trapped with you(Shin Soukoku )

Back to the past Atsushi:part 2 part 1 part 11

Aku's pov:

9:04am

I woke up and it was quite more quiet than usual though I know that Jinko wakes up a bit late at times or just tries to lock himself in his room from being afraid of me though I've been trying to be a bit nicer I think although I do remember the whole thing that happened with me I wanted to makes sure the same didn't happen to Jinko kid or not I don't want him starving himself

I knocked on his room door but then I noticed it was open I'm coming in Jinko I pushed the door open to see nothing it was dark and quiet although it was dark I could still see when I looked around one last time I seen a skinny malnourished boy barely wearing much of anything he reeked of god knows what his hair messy and obviously have been washed for about months I did not get too close seeing that not only was it Jinko but seeing how terrified the boy was

The boys dead brunette hair hanging to one side of his face like it always did his purple and yellow eyes with little bit of light which only shined with a bit of hope of escaping the place where he was tortured every day of his life his eyes red from a lack of sleep and the tears that he tried his hardest to keep in

I sighed I knew that this will be a heck of a ride besides I never actually took care of a child well not the right way at least but I knew if I was going to get him to trust me I had to be calm and patient the only time I was like this was when I would hang out with Gin she was the only person to actually see the actual soft side of me I even told her just about everything I even told her my feelings for Jinko

I took a breath and sat down on my knees the malnourished boy looks slightly up where am I the boy asked he hugged his knees "I don't really know myself but it's not harmful here " "oh ..." the boy didn't seem to care much it seemed like he was just grateful to be out of the hell he was put in since forever I could tell that's always been Jinko's personality to appreciate the littlest things while not believing he deserves it

"What's your name" I asked the boy looked confused my name? He said "well I don't think I have a name Headmaster doesn't refer to me as anything much though I think he does call me by my name but I can't remember " the boys looked down I could tell he was uncomfortable with discussing his name "Well how about I give you a name...it won't be much but it is a blame that I came up with" he looked down"are you sure it's ok you don't have too" "I'll call you Jinko" I knew it was simple but it's what I always call him anyway "ok then" I could tell he still didn't trust me that much

"Well you look tired how about I take you to the bath so you can sleep ok?" Headmaster said I can't he said becoming panicked he said disgusting brats like me does not have the right to be clean or sleep more than 3 hours he said if I tried to wash myself without his permission than I would get punished he said his face with a dull dead kind of look.

I sighed "well your Headmaster is not here so we are taking a shower you won't be hurt" he summoned Rashomon to hold the boy Carefully not to squeeze him he looked as if he did all of his bones wound break Akugawa gave him everything the boy needed to wash up "you know how to wash your hair" I asked Jinko nodded "I was forced teach myself if I didn't I would never get my hair clean" "well if you feel comfortable with washing your hair by yourself I could care less but if you need help I'll help you  I'll go look for some clothes and stuff while  I do you can get yourself clean" I coughed a bit then left

After a bit I found a good outfit it was a polka dot long sleeve and some pants it was beginning to get a bit hot I was sure it was going to be a little too big for him since he was too skinny but I settled with my choice and looked for a simple nutritionist meal he could eat after finding one I decided to check near the front door for anything new which there was not just the same suitcase so after then I just patently waited for him to be done

It was weird this was the first time I've ever been this way near someone beside Gin I heard the water come off "are you done in there I have your clothes" "yes I'm done..." Jinko said almost dully I stuck the clothes through the door and he grab them after your done I have to check your hair I heard a quiet "ok"

After he was done I began to check his hair for anything since I'm sure it's been a long time since he washed his hair after then I decided to wash it again myself with a special shampoo just in case and plus anyway he did not do it right...after I let him have a nap

11:00am

I walked to his room "hey Jinko wake up I made breakfast" he got up rubbing his eyes I don't know how I didn't notice but his whole body had scars everywhere and it was really bad "hey before we eat let me clean off those wounds and bandages you up soon enough he was looking like Dazai-San

I walked him to the living room and sat him down on the couch and gave him a remote control "feel free to look for something to watch I'll make you a plate of food" His face lit up "R-really.... Or are you going to poison me..." I got concerned "poison you..." "That's what Headmaster always did if I took a offer of food I was not supposed to take" hearing about this Headmaster over and over again began to give me a Headache I took a breath and sat next to the feeble boy "listen as long as your hear you don't have to worry about the Headmaster for now your with me and all you have to worry about is living...Ok..."

It was quiet

I turned to look at him and he was crying but he also had a slight smile he hugged me I didn't know what to do Dazai always told me crying was for the weak but looking at this child

But he is not weak....