74. Pocket Square.

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I'm at the bar that wanna willow
And I'm sure I've had enough to drink
But every round just taste me back
To the bed in the hotel
When we found the love into the sheets
I'm hating how I can't let you go
Oh, I didn't realize you're so alone
'Cause I could've died when I found you
I just wanna hold you like the troubles are gone
Just wanna come through when it's hard to be strong
You are my whole life, whole life, yeah.

~Whole Life.
(By: Marissa, Tommy Docherty.)

Krystal's pov:

If I had to summarise how I'm feeling right now, it would be surreal. After I got engaged to Brock, I thought all of my dreams had been shattered... And they were, for a while. I used to think that if I'd ever be wearing a wedding dress it would be for him, when I'd be marrying a man I was never in love with.

Love. A term, a word, a feeling, an emotion which was lost from my life for the longest time but now... I'm head over heels for the man for whom I'm wearing a sophisticated gown, one that had caught my eye the moment I walked into the Prada bridal store. I don't know why but the embroidery, design, the texture just radiated, me. For some reason, I thought it'd make me look good enough to stand beside a man like James Barnes.

Being with Bucky in, almost the past two years, was something I thought I had lost after he walked out on me on the day of the graduation fest. But then, somehow, I ended up back on his door. The way I was frozen when I saw him in his office on the day of my interview, like I had seen a ghost.

I chuckled, reminiscing the day, as I stood on the other side of the aisle holding a bouquet of flowers, wearing the beautiful white wedding gown, about to take the last few steps to tie the sacred knot with the man I was insanely in love with.

Surreal.

I lifted my head to see people stading by their chairs as the live orchestra started to play the music. We were on a mountain. A literal mountain cliff. The Arbour was a rectangular frame, covered in magnificent flowers, all the way down to the altar, on either side of the aisle, whole bushes of flowers decorations were being done.

I took a few steps forward and finally could see Bucky and my friends, who were dearer to me than my own family. They were my family. A smile streched along my lips as I felt the butterflies in my stomach, the air chilling my skin. Behind the altar, I could see the mountain ranges, swallowing the sun as it sernanded the birds flying through the sky.

As I started walking on the aisle, I noticed that there were black rose petals on the aisle as well, which made me tear up a little. My eyes filling up quickly as I walked further down the pavement.

It feels like time has slowed down, somehow. Usually the attention of so many people would make me quack but right now all I could see was him. The gentle, soothing music, calmed my nerves while I could feel my heart beat out of my chest as my eyes locked with the blue pearls of Bucky's. I've always loved his eyes. They are so blue that they could put the deepest of oceans to shame.

I twinkled at him as I reached the altar and he offered his hand and I slipped my palm into his, stepping on the altar. The music simmered down to a minimum, as Wanda took the bouquet from me before giving me a wide smile along with Peggy standing right behind her.

"Hi." I muttered trying to keep the tears in but I'm sure they'll escape pretty soon.

"Hey, beautiful." Bucky said, holding my other palm as well. His hair and beard, well groomed making his already sharp jawline, look like the edge of a blade. While he wore an elegant black tuxedo. The only thing out of place in his charm was his pocket square.

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